DeOneNonLy - heart.mind.soul

time flies. so fast.

2011-05-27T19:30:00.000-07:00

I chanced upon my own blogspot blog again after 2 years while cleaning up my facebook information.. like wow my last post was 2 years ago. that was when i survived year 1. and now here i am, just had my last exam paper of final yr in university.

I'm thankful for everyone that has made to my awesome life and memory, thanks for being part of it, thanks for being there, thanks for the support, the help, the friendships, the care and everything else that i could just go on endlessly..

Making a short trip home in a few hours, to transport things home already.. n then back again for a long graduation trip, rather a few put together.. I miss living in Singapore, after 3 years, I still say no where's better than home sweet home, no matter how fun it may be with my friends away from home, it will never fail to leave me times that i really wish teleporting was for real, so i could stay with my family and friends in sg yet study here in UK. No matter how much i get to fly home for holidays it just doesnt feel the same cos i know i have a return flight away from home for school. W3 is a fabulous apartment, just except every night i lie on the bed, i wish i saw that square room i grew up sleeping in, the ceiling with that hook for my sarong when i was a baby, my sateen cotton bedsheets, my ultra comfy bed, and the fact that i dont have to worry about what to wear when i go out cos the weather is always warm.

I miss waking up to my family, i miss trixie, i feel alone here without them, although i know my friends are here with me. My convocation is weeks away and im glad for that, i can finally go back home for good, n no more LDR too. I chose to come here to read law, i never regretted that, but it doesnt take away the fact that i want to be home more than anywhere else.

Peishan is accompanying me to the airport later, i really appreciate that so much, especially since my flight is early morning and she still has a paper to go. Im sorry to trouble you, present or a treat yea?

Bambang facebk inboxed me yesterday, im glad for Chen, he is so sweet and loving, those words made me smile when i was stressed with summarizing work for my last exam paper. I hope you guys survive the LDR, hang in there! I will try my best to make Chen feel "not alone"..

Quite a few of my frens are engaged, getting married or in the process of fixing up whats needed for it, congratulations to all of you, blessed wishes!

To those i have not met or spoken to in a long while, in a few months u can find me alot more easily already! esp since im no longer on msn n i have limited ppl on skype.. well you can find me on whatsapp though! n facebook.. i miss Candy, Angeline..... ok you know who you are so let's fix up some dates!

Yay to seeing mummy n daddy in less than 24hours! Im not that close to my bro but i miss his presence, how he bangs the doors really loudly or has the tv at a volume i get a headache, it just feels weird without those hehs..

I dont want any fancy food this trip ok darling? i know you spoil me that way but im craving for deer hor fun etc!! ok maybe crabs n prawns hehe.. think about what's for the 1st feeding session! im gonna starve on the plane cos i nvr like plane food~

lotsa love, ME

1 JUNE 2009!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-31T15:39:00.000-07:00

yes it marks my final exam paper of yr1 in manchie!!!!!

soon soon my paper will b completed.. juz 2 essay qns to go deone~

my hols r finally here, yea i mean FINALLY coz i can b bac in sg wo having to b studyin over my stay.. n derez so much to look forward to this summer.. my internships, trips, meet upz n all.. i wanna be in sg RIGHT NOW haha~

the count down starts once again!!!!! u will all see me soon my darlings.. my blog has been awakened for a coma.. n over the hols i bet derez so much more to update!!! wheeeeeeeeeeee~~~

wish my gd luck n all the best for the paper tmr! xx

loves hugz misses

2009-04-11T07:50:00.000-07:00

omg my blog has been dead for abt 2mths alr!!!!!!!!!!!

anw im back to sg for easter nw.. have been back for abt 2wks nw, left 1 wk to go.. mannnnnn time juz passes toooooooooo fast!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i met juz a few ppl but really ttz enuf.. wif the short tym n million tings i gotta do, i shldnt ask for more..

i met candy - im really super glad to, i totally missed u, wish i had more tym to meet n catch up wif u.. n of coz apple, purple n zhen lao shi.. itz been 2yrs, but yea itz still that deone as ever haha~

a pity a wun b able to meet trang n angeline.. but dun wry coz we will meet agn soon yea? miss u loads!!!!

joanne n jud, although u babes dint manage to make it today, i hope to see u gals next wk! jo i hope ur doggy is alryt :( *heartbreaks abt he ears*.. jud darling hope i get to steal ufrom ur date :X haha

crys n clarice - rarrrrrrrrrrrr u 2 busy gals!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dun tink i can meet u gals much.. perhaps juz a chat at our houses or over a drink nearby????? hugs! my darling frenz.. 20years to our frenship.. or 19 u can say haha.. xoxoxo~

yyy - pretty pretty model babe im so missin u toooooooooo, nw tt u r on hols, see u on tues i guess?!?! movie n shoppin or smth haha~ or yea swim or gym or run can do :)

ss - see u in summer, hope the new job is treatin u well loves!

darren baby - gosh u can walk alr... will u be able to talk when im back in summer? hugzhugzhugzzzzzzzz i wish i cld see u more often, will do in summer baby nephew! i know u do rmb me.. u sweet bright smile juz makes me grin too

okokok back to topic.. it was a great sat.. woke up early n went to shop for camera wif ben den lunched tgt.. rarrrrrrrrrr glad u gt 2 new toys nw.. eh 8300 way sexy n ixus way hawt.. not complementin u but fillin in for wat u r missin!!!!!!!!! cant imagine if u gt tt hot pink one lol.. n i miss u crap man.. finally gt a gd dose of it over the few hrs today.. den met u agn to go vivo for dinner wif denny, his date n soooooo hui.. u juz nvr fail to bully her eh but im glad althou u aint tt perfectly lovely to me, u dun bully me either haha.. dennnny arh wat haf i been missin out dude? congrats to ur new darling found!!!! soohui bubbly as everrr.. jiayou for upcomin paper next sat!!

ben- upload the retarded n funny picz on facebk!!!!!!!!!!! wif the captions haha..

missmissmiss u all, tt i met today, tt i mentioned above.. n nt forgettin roche n jason in brunei for 4wks OCS trng nw.. eheheh n wat pacific coffee? i dun rmb alr eh.. onli rmb tt once wif denny n roche.. nt roche n me leiiiiiii n hor so long ago de story over our CAAS internship!!! aiya tease roche wif sum1 else laaaa so many other beta options eh.. hor roche?? althou i know sum1 said smth abt this to me online when he was drinkin. ah hemmmmmm lol

shawn panda.. if we dun get to meet this tym round, see u in june k? i know NS eats up the tym lol same for roche n jason dears!

n tiffany im glad i made it to ur 21st bday party! lol.. cant wait for u n st to upload the picz! haha

"he is juz not tt into u" nyt

2009-02-07T09:08:00.000-08:00

wheeeeeeeee 1st wk of sem2 is over! n itz frday once more.. tym for a bit of lettin loose!!!!!

met citra n ben. chen n bambang. carolyn wasnt the onli light bulb coz dere was me.. n of coz citra's fren, a coursemate.. a sweet pretty korean gal tt i dunt know how to spell her name.. im sry babe~

we cldnt decided where to go for dinner so carol, chen, bambang n me were waitin for the two in primark.. yes we were hidin from the cold outside.. apparently it was abt below zero haha we werent v well prepared for such weather.. n much to our "amusemt".. a grp of 5 ppl dashed towards our direction when we were chattin.. i made way for dem n turned ard to have a closer look onli to realize tt 1 young gals were caught for shopliftin.. gosh dey looked so young.. lik perhaps at most 12 or 13 yrs old.. gdness.. tt was scary man..

anw after which we went zizzi for dinner.. it was random lik we saw it from across the rd while walkin to wagamama.. when i said "ooo zizzi i rmb erica said itz nt bad.." n so we decided to chg destination n headed dere!! a sinful dinner of pasta for me.. n rice n pizza for 2 others.. n of coz the sweet desserts to keep out smiles!

finished dinner juz in tym to catch the movie at odeon! my 1st movie dere in fact.. i always go to AMC.. haha n to my surprise, the theatre was so so crowded.. i nvr seen the cinema tt crowded in manchie b4, itz always so empty! so this round we had to split up n sit separately.. i sat wif carolyn.. n we kept luffin n luffin n luffin it was ultimate man.. n carol kept askin if i was alryt haha! "he is juz nt tt into u" - dear frenz catch it for a gd luff.. i tink itz a pretty gals kinda movie thou.. dunt tink the guys wld wanna catch tt as much..

ended ard 11plus.. was supposed to head to vic hall to talk to glen abt accomodation stuff.. but chen was havin headache n i dint wanna go out so late coz i dint wanna end up nt bein able to get hm or to b freezin all the way home in the middle of the nyt.. so glen agreed to come over to weston where we all met at carolyn's room.. we had a gd luff talkin rubbish while awaitin glen's arrival.. waitin to pick him up fr downstairs as he is still lost by the weston maze of cores n doors lol.. we had our nectarine peaches.. wif snacks lik mars rolls n wat nt.. but i woke up if a sore throat today.. Rarrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

anw.. yupz one borin sat.. im glad chen n carol made up their minds, dun worry abt glen n me!

loong came over for a chat n to see my wound - unknown cause.. but i juz skin peeled n there is pus.. lik argh! hate it.. but yea thx for the spray i dunt know where mine is haha! i cant wear jeans or leggings nw coz it makes it worse as i tried over the past 2days.. so i went for dinner at pacific in shorts wo leggins! lol but it was bearable, luckily nt at -4degrees lik last nyt so yup~ n of coz i used 1 heat pack as well lol~ thx for ur gummies fr selfridges! spoils my diet but i do need it haha.. :)

surely, loong has v cute analogies man.. the graph. the econs. the finance. n the relationships. my god.. no no no nt call options arh ttz terrible!!! lol but i lik the graph.. damn funny.. really well done.. but im nt gg to post it up here.. so insane.. lol hope u dint take a pic of it? otherwise if u facebk it im gg to faint!!! ehz.. hope u feel alryt abt both the chronicles of ------ n the random mail from the other one.. emotional loong.. i will nvr understd.. wif my ability to slp 12hrs if nth needs me to get up any earlier den tt.. so of coz im a survivor as always!!! anw loong ur hp.. i always forget tt itz nt workin 100% when u will call me sayin "ha-ha" den i will get it.. hope ur blackberry storm reaches manchie soon!!! fr sg to manchie.. long flight man.. anw u caught me lookin at the graph luffin nw! flips up down left right.. the lower bell curve is funny esp wif the Z axis. rarr law student no see graph in ages!!

chen arhz, break or dun break it?? knock some sense in here? lol.. i dunt know babe~

ok ok i needa rush seminars.. picz up soon.. in fact all on facebk my darlings!

sg soc n chinese soc CNY dinner!

2009-01-31T17:24:00.000-08:00

wheeeeeee juz bac from some fun!!!!! an awesome dinner at pearl city wif the rest.. den a fun tym wif guitar heor at luke's hehe..

im so shagggggg i dunt know if i shld go party tmr.. really.. haha but i know u guys tink i needa loosen up n shld go.. at the same tym kill tym ryt so tt itz beta haha..

missed all these pepz man itz been quite a while since we met each other n all.. glad to see those smiles once agn n esp b4 skool starts.. a sweet welcome to the "freshies" on xchg as well.. hehe where the sky is always grey.. rainy n cold.. lol!!!

itz all done~

2009-01-30T10:56:00.001-08:00

wooot dinner for celebration? haha im all cool.. letz do it.. see u guys in abit.. glen u see u see u see this is called retarded haha.. ryt? chennnnnn where r u when i need to see u luff wif me abt it.. duong i know u r dere rollin wif me.. yirong hmm xiaorongnu ahhh i long tym to see u online.. khin too.. yun jiao as well.. the whole worldddddd~ haha i miz sg.. im comin bac soon.. real soon i m..

mich n ss ahhhhhh i wanna b dere wif u all.. i so do.. haha den we can faintz tgt ryt wahahahaha.. will talk to u all soon de!!!

dun wry abt me.. coz im juz a call away if u guys really r :) im in gd hands anw!

brides war!!!!!!

2009-01-29T14:54:00.000-08:00

wheeeeeeee wakie to day n met chen for lunch n movie.. supposedly.. congrats on the smell of regained freedom!

we went pacific for lunch.. n ended up chattin n catchin up for superbly long.. n den glen called in to ask if he cld come look for us since he was in the vicinity.. after which we walked ard town aimlessly till dinner wif the rest at taiwu.. n faintz abt those fortune cookies.. haha serious itz makin fun of me man hor chen n glen?? wahahaha chen had the company of 2 FRENZ today hor? interestin ryt? the conversations n all.. ttz when blur + blockhead = hahahahahahahaha..

anw yeaps caught brideswar after dinner.. it was aweeeeesome!!!!! wheeeeeeee wanted to catch in sg but cldnt so here i m after the exams.. :)

tiring day of 10hrs outside.. but wells had a great tym n great companion.. itz been a long while since so.. but of coz it cld haf been beta if... yea ryt ryt chen n carolyn n glen will knowwww~

- rArrrrrrrr the winter fats r hauntin me agn argh i hate tt..

- but i guess some other stuff can b more botherin.. hor glen n chen? heheheheheeeeeee

E.M.O - emotionally n mentally overloaded

2009-01-28T19:39:00.000-08:00

met carolyn today!!!!! had a gd lunch n walked in town.. itz been so long since i stepped into town man.. but of nth has chged hee..

anw highlight of the day - chat wif glen.. woooohoooooo glen yes b proud of me haha i did it yes i did.. i cant believe it!!!!! lol my awesome listenin ear no matter wat.. next tym muz stock up more choco ryt? hehe.. i hope it was the right decision.. wif ur assurance, n duong n all haha cmon i muz haf done it right haha~ i feel alot beta toooo..

emo - when emotions stir up n get the beta of u.. n u get a mental entanglement.. results in overloaded overwhelmin things runnin threw the brain.. incoherent speech n wat nt lol.. BUT luckily im free of it.. at least for nw!

alrytz needa catch some gd slp.. im meetin chen for movie n lunch tmr.. yipee i miss chattin wif this gal man!

初二 @ 太湖。。

2009-01-27T13:44:00.000-08:00

2nd day of CNY alr.. but doesnt quite feel so.. haha i slpt the day away n watched dramas on tudou until it was tym for dinner!!! a pity maxine n adrian r down wif high fever or it cld b more fun! n erica dint join coz her parents r here but derez always the next tym! :)

juz b4 leavin hm for 太湖..

the super fillin dinner!!!!! yea dere was soup n desert n mandarin oranges as well.. n shang neng n i were gg on abt pineapple tarts n lo hei.. haha.. we realized these 2 items is a very sg misa thing.. nt very intl neither v SEAsian lol.. n we miz it! nvm i can get my pineapple tarts fr my fav plc when im bac in easter.. lo hei - hmm can do wo it for this few CNYs.. cant believe shang is gg to make it! haha hez makin tiramisu today, lo hei n nasi lemak tmr.. eh u chg course fr medicine to law.. nw considerin chef or nt? lol..

the 6 of us present - from left to right, top row den bottom.. shang neng, irene, dixon, jonathan, me n edward! haha we were seated in a cute pattern unconsciously - alternating btwn hats n no hats wahaha.. n irene asked me a very cute qn too.. haha i dunt know how to explain the difference to u gal, but from wat i said mayb u can get a rough idea? n omg irene has been in uk since 10yrs old! well done.. im sure i wldnt survive tt long coz itz way boring! n dark n all.. i lik the sun back home.. n where shops close real late, food is everywhere n of coz the ultra convenience of everythin back home.. hahaha~ irene u ve gt juz 2plus yrs to go b4 u can move home to hk for gd! lol imagine u still feel lik gg home after 9 yrs, no wonder all of us cant wait to get home either haha guess we aint used to the borin life here hur? esp when we haf so many frenz bac home.. but really, back in sg i miz u guys too!!! when we all grad, we aint gg to see each other in a long tym man so we shld treasure the present!

the slips of the fortune cookies hehe.. in the order of the above pic, ttz wat we gt respectively rofl~ funny hur?

alryts seminar selection is at 1pm tmr!!!! hope we get wat we wan yea! gtg slack away after all the facebk n bloggin hehe.. be back sooooooon folks!

shawnie wuuuuuuuuuuuu

2009-01-27T13:41:00.000-08:00

my this kor arh enjoyin bac in SG arh.. still go bkk.. haha while we r muggin in manchie.. when r u comin back?! anw thx for ur cny greetin.. sry i wasnt at com when u msned me hehe.. see u soon arh? haha i know u sure haven bk ur return tix ryt!! lol

woot!

2009-01-26T11:22:00.001-08:00

yay!!!!!!!! all papers haf been completed!

see u pepz tmr for dinner! i cant wait.. miz the fun n all~ itz been a long tym since we had a gd meal out tgt!!!

nw itz really a AWESOME CNY lol~

"kill urself or get over it"

2009-01-25T14:04:00.000-08:00

haha nice one carolyn.. yea knocks some sense hur.. well suited tym to say it.. wahahahahaha! i know u will get over it n nt kill urself rofl u r a psy student eh cant commit suicide ah.. ttz an offense.. lol

well guess u juz reminded the rest of us tt therez so much for in life ttz worth movin on for.. nt worth givin up some stuff for smth? lol CNY reso huh?? keep movin my frens!!! for wateva reason, dun let anythin hold us back! we live our lives nt any1 else!!! haha~ accept wateva situation tt we r facin n deal wif it.. yes confusion so wat.. heck life still goes on.. coz derez so much more for me to do.. frens dere for me.. movies callin out to me.. my family tt i miz bac hm.. n the doggy i wanna cuddle! confusion is juz a part of my life.. dere so much more awesome things in my life for me to anticipate n love my life for! =)

i miss michelle n darren n SS.. michz 1st cny celebration in SG n my 1st nt in SG gosh wat a timin.. for SS, for the 1st tym u will b comin to SG but im nt in town.. for darren, i dunt tink he rmbs me but im gg to miz his 1st bday.. haha yea in the midst of exam preps i was helpin mich wif banner designin rofl.. coz i simply cant bear to miz out all the fun i wld haf if i was in hm swt hm! i miz havin mich so nearby.. can meet her almost anytym.. n if we wanted to chat we cld go for a drink n stuff, even if it was late nyt.. but nw, i haf to do tym match b4 i can call her haha.. n rarely get to see her online.. hurhurhur.. after my paper tmr, wahaha i can call u to chat any tym! haha.. i can wake up at 4am juz to see u guys celebratin for darren haha.. n call to talk to SS!! woot~

anw hope i can meet u ppl tmr for ktv n dinner!!! post exam celebration rofl! 就差一点，我们都快到达MU的第一个“终点”。。加油!!!!! one more paper.. final paper my frenz! i believe all the studyin is done n we shld b hittin the sacks soon, in prep of the final lap of this race yea? see u soon ppl!

nitey~ my bed is drawin me to it.. wahahaha~ cmon im in smiles coz itz the last bit more to go.. i cant hide my grin.. feel happy for me.. coz im almost dere.. n for my frenz who r in this wif me! those of my other frenz lik chen, im waitin for u to join me in celebration! movie n lunch hor! dun run away n dump me for him lol

happy cny everyone!!

2009-01-25T10:45:00.000-08:00

the countless greetings i received today, thx! n the encouragemt on this cny where im havin my exams, thx to all of u as well.. if ur greetings n stuff dun appear here, dun fret itz imprinted in my heart, hee..

smth cute from xiangling my dear sgrean flatmate! glad u rmbed to wish me in the midst of muggin!!! see u soon (yea we stay real near but rarely ever see each other!)

Duong, i hope sweden is treatin u gd! dun b too homesick k gurl! coz 6mths wld go by b4 u know it.. nt lik me gt 3 yrs T.T haha~ thx for ur listenin ear, to b dere always.. n to make me smile when im panicking n such haha! yes juz b a piggy n slp!

roche n jo n ben n grace n joyce n the list goes on.. dearly missed u guys r.. i dint get enuf of u guys in dec! i wanna hit the beach next tym im bac! haha n yes u guys surely wld sugg hittin the club as well hur~ haha see all of u soon! jiayou at skool or in NS yea! hope allz well~

one pretty sweet babe! ur paper ends juz b4 mine hur! congrats for ur survival of 1st sem in uni exams lol n may this CNY b awesome wif tt satisfyin aftermath of exams hur~ hugs! see u soon yea, hang in dere too! haha

reunion dinner wo me.. hur 1st tym nt in SG for cny!! sadly while im muggin the festive mood is thrivin bac home.. but at least im stil in touch wif dem on this day n can see dem soon! hehehe~ my bro is sick but hope his high fever goes down soon!

finally.. the panda tt is ever so awesome to talk to.. when i feel all tied up.. u juz make me smile! i cant believe u r answerin me why i ever chose to take law haha~ ur understdin is felt lol n u r ever so ready to b so sweet n encouragin! sum1 to talk to when i wanna break down or bang the wall lol.. piggy needs to loosen up hur? i till try n i will keep gg! piggy will b hardworkin lik u tink so tt she will make it! haha~ i wun b a typical pig! haha~ im nt smart arhz u n ur sweet talk.. u lik grew up on honey or smth haha! anw yeapz will wall post u when im comin back n we can meet agn! meanwhile survive in OCS hor!

had a gd CNY eve i haf to say.. with all my frenz who text me or facebked me or msned me n wat nt.. thx for all the wishes! glad to b far away fr u all but remembered in ur hearts! i knw i may nt haf smsed or wished every1 of u lik i wld usualli do back hm, here i will extend my CNY greetings from freezy manchie- happy cny my dears!!!!!!!

screams

2009-01-23T12:15:00.000-08:00

wheeeee i miss michelle.. so have been talkin to her lately.. heard abt darren, so cute! can imagine i tink he can walk n talk when i see him agn.. hurhurhurhurhur cant wait!!!!! yea my cousie, u will see me sooooooon u will.. i hope most things r bac to normal by den.. n the air is clear, no longer cloudy n free fr doubts.. haha truth or nt will be out soon lol.. n after some consultation wif shifu, hopefully wun so confused anymore hor.. hmm hmm hmm..

cant wait for mon evening.. really.. cant wait for this n for tt n so many things!!!!!!!!!!!! oh man.. haha may everythin b lovely n smooth wheeeeeeeeeee~

sum1 talked to me today.. n i attitude-ed really bad haha coz im quite pissed actually.. so i told him alot of rubbish from truth to not.. n a whole load of logics n wat nt.. serves him ryt.. for messing ard wif me.. hez nvr gg to get a normal treatmt agn man.. seriously.. i dun wish to gif him proper true ans.. i will juz tell him all sorts of rubbish but the truth.. blehz.. some ENTERTAINMENT rofl~

SS wo hao xiang ni!!! xi wang xia ci hui SG hui you ji hui kan dao ni.. hao duo hua xiang shuo.. huai nian wo men shang ci liao tong xiao, hua zen me dou shuo bu wan.. =)

bu xiang fan ye bu hui zai fan.. cong ci rang zi ji xin fu kuai le wu you wu lv!!!

wif sum1 dere for me, ttz all i need.. i will keep smiling from nw coz nth matters no more! wo shi xin fu de =) xx somethings in life needs us to b serious but some juz needs no attn at all! haha~

2 down 1 more to go!

2009-01-21T15:11:00.000-08:00

im glad tt u nvr turn down my calls for help.. when im confused when im down or when im stressed or when i needed a breather..

haha im glad i dint come out of the hall to text u "omg derez a super cute guy!" - if i did tt i tink u wld really kick me to IMH lol coz obviously smth muz b wrong wif me!!

gd to know tt my txt was an encouragemt to u n it was appreciated hee.. at least gt some effect ah? lik i wld always buzz u when i need to, feel free to buzz me im at ur service my fren haha~ ur 1st paper of yr2!!

mornin call tmr? sure will "get to the door n put tt phone on it!" haha tym for deone to scream at u for a gd reason :X

alryts jia you jia you ttz wat frenz r for! n i will get next sems bks n stuff fr u soon too.. n we can meet up wif the rest for CNY celebration soon.. woohoo! cmon our 1st day of CNY in manc will rawk!

my awesome fren glen i juz made this post sound ambiguous and open for interpretation.. it sounds so mysterious haha.. ok my readers glen is my dear senior, an awesome one to talk to, the one tt "runs" tt coolest vic bar, is my hotline in any emergency n is my shrink lol.. *cant wait for vic bar to reopen!* - i havent been to vic hall in ages n i guess it shld b all the same? be dere soon i guess, next wk or smth!

加油！！！！！

2009-01-18T14:56:00.000-08:00

to all those of u who r juz like me.. muggin for the exams which we tink is an absolute waste of paper.. hopin it nvr existed.. jia you tgt!!!!!!! everythin is gg to b over soon..

slp well my frenz! ironic as it may sound, i mean it.. coz or nt we r nt gg to wakie for our papers in tym.. or simply end up drowsy in the midst of the paper n wat nt..

any1 tt might b stayin up crazily to finish the books that seem neverending, but really, u aint alone coz most of us r! haha~

glen thx for being my hotline.. haha n i so so will scream at u at 11am tmr! dun wry!~ sicne we end papers on the same day, lik most law students? letz call for a celebration man haha itz the 1st day of CNY.. open vic bar!! haha n something tt confuses me is on my mind, swept aside for this period n i will b buggin u after exams! i lik the way u described the state u r in nw n i told u we all r lik tt.. haha seriously omg~ if itz true itz so dreadful.. u juz made me luff.. fr the super serious mode i was in all day.. glad to haf u my fren, the "adult" amongst us haha yea i juz made u sound way older.. but ok yea itz a fact.. can b our guardian lol

okok hittin the books agn.. letz all find some form of motivation to us n keep gg dun gif up dun look bac! if u enjoyed the hols u did, if u played too much den well u did.. watevas done we had our break alr so nw itz the tym to move it.. nvr too late my peers!!!!!

-juz keep our brains gg.. brains work cmon~

CRAZY

2009-01-18T11:05:00.000-08:00

SS n mich.. wat did we say back in 2008? - oh yes weird guys were the inn thing..

n so wat did we say abt 2009? - yes yes tt it will b beta..

BUT WE R SO SO WRONG!

haha.. the start of the yr wat did i haf to do alr? ok nvm mich know n SS knows yea.. juz updated SS online ytd.. will call u gals to chat soon..

anw yes itz insane la when **** is jealous tt i miss ***.**** more den him so he keeps pushin me to ***.**** eh pls la.. seriously get a life! y shld i gif an ans tt says otherwise? esp when **** is alrd attached.. he shldnt even b askin me this kind of qn can! n the ans is so duh yet u wanna ask n wanna get jealous abt it.. how old alr MISTER -_-"..

who always asks to talk to me or webcam? who asked me to buy the i trefoil manchie tee? who izzit tt asks me howz life here n crap n joke abt the nvr ending bowl of grapes i had? since whenever did drift? itz u pls.. i alr stated i dunt wan the mention of the other person unless necessary coz u keep mentioning from the start n it irritates me so we set this agreement n u keep breakin it esp when i was bac in sg this hols.. n if itz coz of him den y talk to me from the start? u r juz findin excuses n ttz y u finally said u were jealous ttz all.. n lik to hell wif it u haf no right to b at all..

if u tink it hurts u so much or bothers u so much den be it! nt lik u r some bloody impt person.. itz freakin childish.. so wat if u happen to say u miz sum1 else over me, m i supposed to kick u aside n nvr talk to u n push everythin off to the other person lik "go tell ___ la" or "juz go talk to him la" tt kinda thing.. retarded seriously..

u r juz a fren n nth more who r u to b jealous over this? get it right. dere will always b sum1 tt i miz over every single fren i haf - duh i haf my parents n bro n other family members! i dun see any of my other frenz findin it a prob? to start wif none will ask (including meself) who sum1 misses more.. esp when we r attached or bloody know the person has alrd gt someone else in mind..

my frenz arent i right? lik renzi wldnt ask me do i miz him or sum1 more or lik shawn panda wun ask me if i miss him more den sum1 else as well.. COZ IT SIMPLY DOESNT MATTER.. i haf my frenz in my mind.. no matter who i miz more or most, frenz will always b my frenz.. i will talk to u, hang out wif u, n wat nt.. frenz r nt put on a scale weighin indivudually according to level i miss dem ryt? my god..

if u tink this is a prob to u. sry u aint my fren no more. i dun need someone so retarded n petty as a fren. really. comparing urself to another fren of mine is alr redundant let along to this particular person.. *kicks u away* off u go n ttz all i needa say.

im glad the rest of my frenz r nt like tt.. im glad u guys understd me well enuf nt to do smth lik this.. n im glad all of u know beta den to compare urselves wif this person yea? haha HUGZ TO ALL MY SANE LOVELY FRENZ OUT DERE!!!!!

- cheers to our frenships!

b4 i hop into the world of books for today..

2009-01-18T03:09:00.000-08:00

lik u said if i feel lonely or smth i cld msn or email u.. n so i did.. nt coz im lonely but i juz felt like talkin to u.. somehow..

*knocks myself* ok ok wakie wakie nw after breakie itz tym to study! no more nonsense n no more procastinating.. my books r waitin for me n i haf to attend to dem.. my most impt "other" for nw lol..

STUDY HARD im so tryin to register tt well.. im tryin hard to do so.. but but but but but but but but but but but i juz cant wait for the 26jan! if u guys r tinkin CNY no no no itz the last day of exams for me!

martin thx for the "jia you".. i will.. sry i dint reply coz i was aslp! haha im in an early to bed n early wakie cycle coz my 1st paper is early mornin..

alryts no tym to really update in full here so juz a few lines of ranting~ n off i go..

random~

2009-01-17T03:23:00.000-08:00

haha frenz n i were juz teasing tt we study till gg to 走火入魔 coz all we will b able to tink n see is the hundreds of pgs in the law books tt lie on our desk.. n on my itunes list it happened to b this song.. lol so yeaps.. nw itz stuck in my head.. n i kinda lik the lyrics hehe coz coz coz hmmmm.. ok nvm itz either u know it or u dun n i believe those tt shld know wld haf caught it alr haha! here goes :

走火入魔
詞／曲：阿信　演唱：阿信＆丁噹

（信）對不起　剛才我　是不是聽錯
　　　還是我　想太多　想到了昏頭
（丁）天氣不錯　開了窗吹走臉紅
（信）進一步　退一步　都害怕打破
　　　更不想　在原地　永遠作朋友
（丁）給你線索　也給我勇敢藉口

（丁）下定決心　沉默
（信）想讓沉默為我們追究
（丁）你和我　（信）這一刻
（丁）互相的　（信）耳語交流
（合）卻突然震耳欲聾

（信）一字一句一瞬間　走了火
（丁）一天一點一轉眼　入了魔
（信）忘了我從什麼時候
（丁）忘了你為什麼能夠讓我
（合）一步一步走火入魔（和我）

（信）一直猜　一直想　一直在揣摩
　　　一直到　你變成　甜蜜的心痛
（丁）如果可以　把如果變成結果

（丁）下定決心　執著
（信）就讓執著為我們突破
（丁）我和你　（信）很想說
（丁）這時候　（信）出現煙火
（合）讓情節充滿感動

（信）一字一句一瞬間　走了火
（丁）一天一點一轉眼　入了魔
（信）忘了我從什麼時候
（丁）忘了你為什麼能夠讓我
（合）一步一步走火入魔

（信）一字一句一瞬間　走了火
（丁）一天一點一轉眼　入了魔
（信）如果你有相同感受
（丁）感受到有種突然的衝動
（合）放肆一次走火入魔（和我）

*alryt runs back to books......

I'm Here For You..

2009-01-17T03:16:00.000-08:00

If life's a little tough sometimes

and things are looking blue

remember troubles that are shared

are always halved in two.

So anytime you need me do please get in touch,

for I think about you often and I care so very much.

My dear frenz back in sg, u'll always b in my life unforgotten and not taken for granted.. i cant be dere for u like in sg where u guys can call me anytym n i cld drop by to u in the shortest tym i can, so juz to b dere for u.. but i still welcome ur calls n texts n emails n facebk msgs or tags on my blog or wateva means u can tink of =) my msn is almost perpetually signed in so u guys can drop me msgs dere tooooo!!!! as most of u start a new sem, pls wish me luck for my 1st sem of exams here in MU..

*hugs*

- if you know u're a bit more special den others, haha all the more ur presence is appreciated!

a little something i read online n thought itz pretty much true in some ways haha.. for guys to know n gals to luff over my frens!

2009-01-16T06:16:00.001-08:00

When she walks away from you mad
[ Follow her ]

When she stare's at your mouth
[ Kiss her ]

When she pushes you or hit's you
[ Grab her and dont let go ]

When she start's cussing at you
[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]

When she's quiet
[ Ask her whats wrong ]

When she ignore's you
[ Give her your attention ]

When she pull's away
[ Pull her back ]

When you see her at her worst
[ Tell her she's beautiful ]

When you see her start crying
[Just hold her and dont say a word ]

When you see her walking
[ Sneak up and hug her waist from
behind ]

When she's scared
[ Protect her ]

When she lay's her head on your
shoulder
[ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]

When she steal's your favorite hat
[ Let her keep it and sleep with it
for a night]

When she tease's you
[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]

When she doesnt answer for a long time
[ reassure her that everything is
okay ]

When she look's at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]

When she say's that she like's you
[ she really does more than you could
understand ]

When she grab's at your hands
[ Hold her's and play with her
fingers ]

When she bump's into you
[ bump into her back and make her
laugh ]

When she tell's you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]

When she looks at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until she does ]

When she misses you
[ she's hurting inside ]

When you break her heart
[ the pain never really goes away ]

When she says its over
[ she still wants you to be hers ]

When she repost this bulletin
[ she wants you to read it ]

- Stay on the phone with her even if
shes not saying anything.

- When she's mad hug her tight and
don't let go

- When she says she's ok dont believe
it, talk with her

- because 10 yrs later she'll remember
you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday
to tell her you love her

- Call her before you sleep and after
you wake up

- Treat her like she's all that
matters to you.

- Tease her and let her tease you back.

- Stay up all night with her when
she's sick.

- Watch her favorite movie with her or
her favorite show even if you think
its stupid.

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes.

- When she's bored and sad, hang out
with her.

- Let her know she's important.

- Kiss her in the pouring rain.

- When she runs up at you crying, the
first thing you say is;
'Who's ass am I kicking babe?'

EXAMS!!!!!!!!!!

2009-01-16T03:09:00.000-08:00

tell me abt it.. i dint wanna come back to manchie so fast.. i will come back but i juz wished hols bac in sg was longer.. i know i dint manage to meet some of u.. im sry i juz ldnt squeeze out tym for everyone.. im supposed to b on a study break nt play break.. but when im bac in june, i will meet u guys lik purple n st n yun jiao n candy n zhen lao shi etc.. im missing out much back in sg i bet but but but u guys owe me updates when we meet up agn! happy skoolin or workin my frenz! letz jia you tgt for wateva we r doin nw till we meet agn.. those of u in final yr NUS real estate *ahem* work well on the dissertation ah!!!!!!!!!! haha u know who u r! =)

n nopez im nt gg back for easter.. nt tt i dun wish to see u guys sooner but simply coz i realized tt upon gg back, i get homesick. im beta off here wo gg back, at least i wun feel too sad when im back here lik now.. im holdin my textbk, wif my mind screamin at me to study hard but my heart n soul left behind in sg.. it feels so incoherent honestly.. haha.. the weather here has been treating me well though.. nt too cold.. but the heater still keeps me gg.. haha i dun wanna freeze to gain more winter fats~

itz juz 4.5mths.. im gg to hang in dere.. mumz comin to visit me after easter i tink.. hehe ttz awesome but therez still sum1 else tt i wanna see but can onli wait till juneeeeeeee ZzZzZz.. yes yes i will study hard like u said.. when i cant bring myself to study, i will look at tt text n register it hard.. haha~ i packed u along in my heart SEEEEE i dint forget u n wunt forget u lik u tink i will.. hahahahahahahaha~

duong i hope u r loving sweden? i hope i get to go dere to visit u!!!!! =) u n yunjiao haf missed out tons of updates hahaha but but but derez always june.. when u n i go bac to sg abt the same tym yea? khin n derek shen n yirong n rz - juz kill me mannnnnn haha itz so insane im speechless alryt!

the babes next door, i cant believe we stay so NEAR lik juz 1 min away but we onli met up ONCE in the hols for a dinner n some random shots - AHHHHHHHHHH how cld we?! 17+years of frenz eh! muz chat up more.. haha but of coz i wldnt fight wif ur darlings to meet u gals.. haha all attached except me explains y im way easier to date when we arrg for a timin? haha no more "eh after this im gg to meet him" haha or "can he come too?" itz ur turn to say tt now lol!!!!! n dun b so taken aback by my facebk status, read my profile properly 1st! haha anythin new u guys r among the 1st to know for SURE! YY hope the diet is treatin u well n u r decidin on the path alr! medic choooooong both of us r juz as dead so jia you tgt in uni! ms chooooong dun let students drive u up the wall thou i tink medic choong, yy n me wld drive our teachers crazy in skool last tym yea? haha~

purps n sk i so so so wanted to meet u guys but tym passed way tooooo fast im really sry..

shawn panda!!!! well glad we cld meet up though it was an odd timing haha~ fun tym chattin n all.... n u nvr fail to b tt super gd bro to ur sis! lol..

roche ben jason n the other guys in our clique - when u guys see me most of u prob alr finished 1yr of NS.. take care till den yea!!!! i know u guys can make it well!!!!!

jo,jud,grace,joyce n the other gals - jiayou in skool or work wherever u r alryts? i know itz sad we onli met once this round but really im sry.. i wished we met more tooo.. but june will come soon.. joyce nt comin bac in june ryt? den take care in melbourne until i see u agn a yr fr nw.. grace i how uwa is treatin u awesome sweets! JCU n the "cute" guy for u jud? n jo i know u r always so steady so keep gg babe!

anw i will upload picz on facebk when im takin a break from my studies.. those wif darren n mich n my family hehe.. keep a look out.. n no no no my life is nt happenin at all.. im juz glad to say im back in manchie alone wif my family agn but i guess it doesnt feel too bad coz i dun wake up wishin im in my hse.. im cool abt doin everytin at own tym own target juz lazy to go city to get some essentials haha~ but really.. it gd to b back.. here where i can study study study all the way for my 3 papers up n coming.. im really scared thou coz derez so much to rmb im panickin haha.. i wish i had a perfectly photographic memory.. wells i used to b scared in poly yr1 but as tym went by it juz faded n i thot nth of it.. so im hopin same thing wld happen here!! wish me all the best!

i miz u.. but i dunt know wat i shld say.. so i will juz leave it till i fig out~ mayb the dist n tym is a gd thing haha coz it keeps our minds clearer somehow..

PS : i know im missing out alot of 21st bdays back home in sg lik jo, ben, n the list goes on.. i wish i cld b dere for it all.. but but but i will b having mine in summer break so im lucky i get u guys wif me for my 21st!!!!!! see u guys real real real real real real sooooooon ok!

- exits to hit the books once agn!

xmas mkt =)

2008-12-04T13:50:00.001-08:00

OMG itz worth the freeeeeeeeze~ haha i love tt baileys hot choco~! n the nutella savoury crepe! n the burger! n the list goes on!!!!!! i wanna go agn b4 gg bac to SG.. any1 wanna go wif me?? haha~ went wif maxine, irene, edward, justin n calista today.. camwhoring! almost.. but nt with my cam.. haha by justinz n irenez lol~ so gg to wait for dem to upload picz.. o yes n a few for maxine.. keep a look out on facebk!!!!!! ERICAAAAAAA i wish u went toooooooo ( grr to the contract essay)!!! n adrian y were u missin as well???

anw erica i wan a pic of tt paper we scribbled on durin lect break.. haha how much we can draw n colour durin break is cute.. 明慧与翠汶友宜永恒！哈哈～ u r missed my dear gal.. u missed out all that choco fun at the xmas mkt n we muz so so go agn.. i wanna go wif u.. mayb next wk? hehe..

i bought some stuff for mummy n kor n joanna n mich n fab n ss to try.. hope ss is comin to SG! haha~ kor gt kou fu.. i bought lotsa food for him to eat.. n even promised to gif him my omnia.. awesome xmas for u this yr? haha n im lik santaz reindeer for joanna.. ur items r all in the luggage alr except the M&S delivery which i have failed to receive..

anw had a long day today.. from the civil court hearing - fradulent misrepresentation and breach of contract etc OMG it was really borin.. coz the barrister was lik "bullyin" n "squeezin" the witness haha.. den rush for quick lunch n the onli lecture we had today n den i headed down to town to settle some stuff b4 meetin to go to the xmas mkt..

man m i lookin forward to the flight.. flyin alone for the 1st tym? so wat? im nt 2yrs old.. n besides this is the most awesome flight back.. im sure of it.. coz im gg bac fr manchester for the 1st tym ever!!!!!!!!!!!!

n i needed a handbag coz i dun haf one in manc.. so i decided to shop for 1 n pampered myself wif an awesome paul's boutique neon pink one rofl.. itz love at 1st sight haha.. every bag of this brand is unique n derez no 2 which r the same! ttz the part y i love it.. 独一无二, lik me THE ONE N ONLY~ ok sry tt was lame i know..

im juz super hyper ryt now.. i tink itz a sugar rush haha~ from all the sweet things n choco at xmas mkt plus the countdown to the flight n packin stuff into the luggage.. i cant help but SMILE!

i will keep updatin.. sry for non pic bloggin lik the past.. the connection here is simply not in favour n support of it.. but durin hols in SG i will try to upload for the new entries comin up.. but dun fret my frenz coz if picz arent here den dey r readily available on facebk!!!!!!

- JLL interns! u r absolutely missed! deone is screamin from the bottom of her heart to say how much she wans ur company!! hugs-

- NP clique!! callin out to u guys! im comin bac sooooooooooon n i know grace n joyce r bac alr.. but yea haha my turn soon! i gt baileys choco for the guys n smth cute for the gals!!! see u sooooooooooooooooon my darlings..

- angeline!!! glad to say i mailed u my misses alr.. hope u receive dem soon.. xoxo.. i totally awfully yearn to meet up wif u agn.. WE HAVE TO! I DUN CARE I WILL SQUEEZE TYM TO!!

-3 babes!!!! no way r u guys forgotten.. i know clarice is busy muggin nw.. but when im bac itz all over n we will do it once more lik the vivo nyt or the sushi tei nyt! but mayb a new plc to add to our memories? n camwhorin of coz!

-michelle!!!!!!!! HUGSSSSSSS see u real real real real real real real soooooon~ itz the 1st tym we havent met in so long! lol wld surely b fantastic to see u n fabian agn!!

gosh itz the count down bac to SG~

2008-11-18T18:27:00.000-08:00

hahaha i love my life here yet im countin down to gg home.. glen is right.. im startin to tink of wat i wanna do n miz in SG coz i know tt im gg back.. whereas if i were to b stayin in manc all the way.. i wldnt feel so..

n the irony is gg hm marks the end of sem n start of exams mode! but im still happy abt it.. hehe derez so much i wanna do back in SG.. n yes glen.. u totally know wat i miz most ryt - nt the food but haha! im so glad u r nt a suitor but a trustworthy fren who wldnt sell off the secrets.. for cry out loud u really know wat a guy can do to get my heart rofl.. u can kill me by leakin out the info n im dead lol.. y juz simply know wat i wan n @ where n when!!! gosh~ lol nvm makes u a gd fren to confide in haha!

anw i gt my 1st cfmed date for my return to SG.. dear soo hui! yes lunch wif u at vivo @ 12pm on the day i touch down! haha dun wry i prob wun get jetlAgs.. u wld b more tired fr work overnyt in fact.. =) n yupz dun wry all the items will b safe wif me to b delivered to u then.. lol dere r some other dates i wanna cfm too but but haha i havent got down to askin those specific ones :x if u guys know who u r.. pls take initiative to bug me in case i keep procastinating! keke..

anw gtg~

i will rmb the xmas prezzies my dears dun wry! lol n i know wat i wan for xmas wahahahaha! the best xmas prezzy is..... (glen prob guesses it right!) lol

miz all of u!!!!!

- i notice i can talk super long to some ppl on the phone here haha.. n best of all.. dey r clearly platonic frenz.. how awesome is tt! appreciate ur care help n concerns guys!

READING WK OVER!!!! omg omg omg

2008-11-13T17:08:00.001-08:00

can i b in self delusion tt it isnt? plsplspls~ haha coz i still haf so much readin to do!!!!!!! seriously time passes so so fast.. faster den life has ever been for me! izzit coz derez less sunny hrs in uk ttz y i feel my days past faster????? i haf been in uk for lik 2mths alr.. but i dun feel lik itz been 2mths.. seriously. i feel lik i juz started skool! BUT i haf attended all my seminar 3s alrd.. onli 2 more cycles of seminars to go.. 4wks n my 1st sem in the uni of manchester will be over!!! tt oso marks my 1st return to SG, of my course of study here in MU..

can i say i dun miz home? haha~ ok ok for the 1st tym in manc, i must admit, i suddenly missed home a little today.. perhaps life here is very monotonous.. but itz alryt.. the readings keep me going well.. who says homesick makes me too sad to study?? no no no ttz so wrong.. i use the books to forget abt everythin i can haha.. coz when im in the world of legal literature i cant help but be immersed into it.. n b4 i know it, itz either bed tym or meal tym or dance tym! haha den i will put the books down..

i was readin b4 meetin you guys for dinner today so im sry erica! i dint notice the tym n when i did i imd text u~ n omg u were in the lobby alr *guilty for makin a pretty gal wait* somehow i juz nvr get tired of u guys.. lik yea i see u guys 4days a wk.. but itz alryt.. dinner was still awesome n i wan my monopoly wif u guys sooooooooooon!! the picz r still in my cam.. i will upload n send out the picz this wkend k? o yes n i realized my readers prob dunt know who "they" refer to.. we r coursemates~ n they r - irene, adrian, maxine, edward, dixon (dint appear for dinner as arranged so i tink he was aslp.. lik KOed after 40hrs awake) n erica (the pretty gal tt stays 3 floors above me in weston).. thru the picz tt im gg to upload.. u guys wld get to see those sweet n pleasant smiles! - peishan u shld haf came! n dear irene pls dun diet.. no no no ttz nt dietin.. ttz nt eatin babe! itz nt jian fei, itz jue shi.. scary..

loooooooooong u rmb my cheeeeesecake haha thxthxthx.. sweet of u.. erica n i were shiverin in cold while talkin outside SPARS today.. lol.. but yea we shld do dinner n disney uno soooooon.. wo the alcohol.. u can keep the malibu for slpin pill purpose rofl!

anw this sat im gg nottingham.. yes itz the nottingham games n no im nt a participant im too lazy to be one.. so im gg to support u guys n gg to tour ard.. yay i gt gerry for company - awesome travel mate lol.. SIJIE U HAF TO COME TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

salsa class tmr agn.. coppacabana?? yes yes tmr gt event for salsa at 7pm ryt? i wana go i wana go!!! selina i shall see u dere.. n yes i finally cleaned my dance shoes.. omg itz so so dirty lol.. nw i understand y the brush is soooooooo impt.. sun salsa is cuban or american or?? im learnin columbian one nw but i wana try the others gal! u haf to teach me~ haha i know i know.. juz follow the guy ryt? lol ttz wat we gals always say when ppl ask abt the steps wahaha~ dance on wed was fun.. but i was sooooo hungry n cldnt help but count down to supper lol.. anw.. we shld meet on the wkends n walk ard lik tt sat~ it was relaxin.. lik the dance sessions haha.. i tink im gg to miz dance when im back in SG.. n yea lol TD can dance salsa so we shld go to a salsa club in SG when im back! haha~

nottingham dance comp or SGrean D&D on the 29nov?? y clash? sobsob i hate to decide.. as much as i wld lik to b at nottingham dancin the day away.. i wish to b at trafford lookin glam n pretty wif all of u.. okok cut out the glam n pretty bit, dance is lik tt as well anw.. haha..

- sudden random cravings for starbucks muffin.. yes tt xmas edition one.. n yes yes the toffee nut latte or the gingerbread latte or the dark cherry mocha - awesome stuff.. but im tryin nt to gain weight.. coz the weather causes water retention making my face puffy alr.. grrrrrr lol.. NO SNACKS FOR DEONE, pls remind me when u see me snackin rofl! yes yes im cuttin off that ice cream bit alr! n the fondue one! haha DUNT TEMPT ME.. all i wan is my favs food in SG.. dexter u wun tempt me coz u dunno wat im craving for! wahahaha~

needa go vodafone to check out my phonebill stuff thou.. hmm itz always so screwed up here.. lol.. who wans to accompany me? ok ok nvm im used to walkin ard alone here haha coz im always in a rush to get smth done n run off for smth else so itz too troublesome to find companions for tt.. n i learn to appreciate the times im alone.. lik how i wld be having coffee n cake in starbucks wif my mckendrick in hand lol.. it can b pretty nice.. lookin thru tt glass panel watchin ppl walk by as well..

n argh y do dey haf a disney store here?? n tt gift shop.. so many eeeeeeeeeyores n they r so so cute! lol.. n yea i needa go la senza.. wahaha.. mich u know my add if u place order n need to mail it over here ryt? u know i get so many parcels sent here tt the reception lady can recognize me alrd.. she dun even bother to check my ID anymore haha.. my fren said itz lik a postal svr plc..

n argh mac office is givin me headache..

- SS im sry i really wanna help u but u r prob wif ur lecturer nw my mac office aint workin so i cant help u.. i will try agn asap.. =)

- onli 4wks to my flight back.. pls tell me if u wan things fr here so i can find it n bring it back.. herez the list so far:

derick - choco n nuts..

mum - rasins..

joanna - wateva ttz mailed to me haha unless u wan smth else?

mich - try to get darrenz reindeer outfit.. ur elephant toy..

crys, clarice, yyy, angel - xmas xchg of prezzy

NP ppl - (nt upon request) - yes liquor or chocos ryt? haha as usual.. n i miz u guys.. lik totally.. all the crap n fun.. i wanna see see seeeeee u guys soon!!!!!!

JLL interns - wahaha u guys.. i havent thot of watz for xmas.. but i was the last to leave JLL so u guys dint get choco n i shldnt break tt custom n i shld make up for it! lol i miz jap food.. JAP FOOD when we meet up PLS! =) xiaorongnu we must go supper!!! okok mr RZ can come too.. since u r near too.. the rest r gladly invited.. if khinz keen on it mayb can go to her area for supper instead lol..

purps - miz miz miz u pretty! hurhurhur i dun care we haf to meet up in dec!! lol we r always procastinatin our date! lol okok but i will gif way to ur dear.. lol.. i wun fight wif him..

seok tingggg - ur workin hrs rawks man.. letz us keep the chats gg on msn lol.. jia you.. hope to see u in MU for 1 sem or for ur grad k?

n for a few other frenz.. shall nt name dem haha.. i will see u soon i guess.. wif minimal doubt abt it.. coz i promised to meet 1 of u in dec alrd.. to pass u smth n meet for a meal tt has been dragged for eeeeeyons.. 2 most likely as well.. n another for sure i will.. n another im hopin i will.. haha - darren i miz miz miz darrrrrennnnnn.. mich i wan picz!! haha i wanna hug him.. hope he recognizes me lol.. too bad cant go swimmin yet =( wld lik to take him swimmin next summer den.. aunty deone shall teach u to swimmmmm lol..

ok long day tmr.. i needa slppppp.. so tt i gt energy to do readin n dancin n lectures tmr!! love skool!!!! =)

*i know itz been 'no pics' bloggin.. i will upload sooooon.. otherwise all is on facebk anw.. n yeapz as some requested.. i will add more pretty slideshows of more updated picz! haha~

till den folks.. xoxo

a lovely monday~

2008-10-27T13:39:00.003-07:00

happy today.. juz coz of tt i m.. haha im dazed but im happy.. loooooooooooooooooong-irony: u saw that text n got confused. i saw the msn msg n smiled. wat a world of difference in reaction to a similar issue??

okok coz im so happy i shld b studyin even more.. coz im nt homesick n the msn-ing helped to rid off the "if only..." trail of thought.. so yay yay yay! haha

the weather here is so fantastic for slpin honestly.. im so tempted to lie on the bed but i know i cant coz i got to hang in dere to study more! im glad im 1 essay down.. but i haf lik 4 more ahead~ so jia you to me n all my law fac peers! hey guys c'mon n move it!! adrian - i know u workin v hard no need to move it anymore rofl onli u can afford to slack it abit..

wat i said online is trueeeeeeeee yes it is.. ABSOLUTELY ******** n i wanna hug you~ haha nvm lik wat u said hug the toy or the pillow for now.. i will n i haf been.. hehe.. "good girl"? ok ok~ =)

didi ah u.. really bei ni qi si alrd.. if it pleases u ok.. haha im nt angry or anythin im juz speechless.. i lik some v scary creature ryt.. rofl will eat u up.. or lik petrify u or smth.. oh man i feel so bad for causin u tt but seriously i dint do anythin n nvr understd watz wrong man! anw yes yes ok ok we go swimmin sooooooooon when im lazy alr.. n sum1 will say i fat agn..

glen - had a fantastic sat wif all of u.. thx thx

yanyan - u r a great gal~ heck all the guys coz dey aint wanted gal!

halloween party or nt.. im too shag for it man.. i dun tink im gg.. n im glad to haf readin wk ahead!!!! so much i can do man~ i love it!

you - so long nvr chat wif u.. itz been ages.. for once.. we chat for awhile today.

2nd you - haha seems very busy? but nvm i will still try to find out for u n tell u asap.. np np coz itz u, i wldnt say no haha..

loong - nice song.. cool n yes addictive.. no wonder it makes u emo man~ if i wasnt so happy today i might b emo too alryt~ n haha hapy snackin.. learnin fr me ah well done..

xiao rong niu, khin n duong n rz n yj - ahhhhhhhhhh how r all of u gettin on? *screams* i miz ur presence man!!!!! TOTALLY dears~

huiying!!!!!!!! i so wanna meet u soon.. =) we r so much nearer nw i tink the chances r higher lol~ till den tc

erica - gd gd tt ur knees r alot beta..

maxine - (｡◕‿◕｡)deone.汪明慧.デｨオン❤[̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅]♡ cute?? hehe thx thx thx~

survivin in law skool.. 1st mth over!

2008-10-22T16:55:00.000-07:00

yes yes ttz me in my hostel rm.. the last pic being the original walls wo my deco of photos.. haha.. i love lookin at the picz when im bored.. or scroll thru the folders of picz in my darlin macbk.. indeed derez alot im missin at that 10000miles away country.. but nevertheless theres the great side of being here which justifies for all the things im missin..

my 1st party in manc.. n the onli one so far was the back to skool party.. totally awesome! im glad i haf such lovely frenz. really. im glad i wasnt lik some other less fortunate ones. it was a blessin in disguise tt i cldnt find sumi n citra n didi etc in revolution. i had better companions coz of tt haha~ anw the crazy picz can b found on facebk.. im nt loadin dem here coz really itz too tym consuming.. sry dears..

n lik im drownin in texts n words here!!! SS u r so cute u thot i literally drowned, dun wry i haven even gone swimmin here n dey dun even haf a decent beach so yeapz~ mckendrick - fallin apart alrd. covered in 5colours of highlighters wif a pretty legend on the content pg.. havin to check the meanings of the countless words tt r alien to me, i tink my english is really nt gd at all.. gosh im juz nt smart enuf. period- BUTBUTBUTBUTBUT im still lovin it.. i lik readin abt the cases n rules n all even thou itz totally tedious, for the reason tt law is my dream course n my choice.. so it isnt an issue of right or wrong choice but the issue of makin the best i can out of it. i finished 2purple pens thus far.. im startin to wonder if those i brought can last me till dec when im gg back to SG.. i dun see dem sellin my fav pen here =( neverthesless i haf other colours to sustain i believe.. ok studies aside, all u ppl prob know enuf n more den i can tell u abt.. esp when uk has centuries of history n the origins of the law is juz so dry.. n nth here is spoonfed of coz..

alrytz on to the frenz part.. thx looooooooong! for accompanyin me when i needed it.. n thx the all others tt make their presence felt in my life here.. to dissolve the homesick issue from my days n bring in the laughter, the fun, the jokes, the teases, the chats, the advice, n everythin else i can tink of.. i know u guys r dere when i need u.. juz a call away, yes i note tt =)

dance (salsa, latin n ballrm) - my new love found! itz awesome~ didi im so glad u aint shy anymore n yay u r fallin in love wif dance too.. addictive ryt? cmon admit it lol.. no doubt bball is ur 1st love, dance can b the 2nd rofl.. n im glad to know u enjoyed dance today, im sure i did as much as u too.. itz totally relaxin n how we luff over this n tt.. n at least we aint steppin on each other, things r workin out well n gettin better in fact.. n wahaha i know tt gal v v hot ryt? i tink so too.. my eyes were on her as well.. the attraction factor man.. see u ard sooooooooooooon anw! *TD: haha well i hope i will b gd enuf to dance wif u, n nt make it worse for u*

gerry - omg i realized i dun haf u on msn! how can i not.. u will b soon.. i promise.. itz great knowin u really. im sry if u felt left out at the detention party, i dint mean to =(

frenz back in sg:

jo -

i owe u picz i know! im tryin to send to u but i tink the internet here isnt v gd i cant seem t ever load it up to yousendit, i post on fb if i really knot ok? sry n thx..

jud -

heyo hope u r copin well, nvr got to chat wif u online

soohui -

hehe jia you n hope to c u in manc someday gal!

guys -

survivin well in NS i hope?? tc yea

grace n joyce -

gd in aussie? see u guys in dec! i know u wld prob b back in sg in nov but dec mid is the earliest i can make it alrd.. xmas gatherin or smth wif the rest i hope keke

galz next door -

dr choong dun stress or nt u will haf a head of white hair when i see u agn!

ms choong pls train to b a gd educator, our society needs u, hope u n jeff r gd =) send him my regards dear..

yyy dun envy me really haha studyin here is pretty taxin, havin to manage everythin lik a one man show situation althou i do admit im enoyin it.. but the thot tt u r gg to haf the long break in a few mths makes me envious. i wish i cld b tt relaxed but itz nt gg to happen in near future, i dun see it comin yet.. so pls do enjoy urz! n hope u get to pursue ur dreams in the music industry babe..

n yes we muz haf dinner n chill out lik the night we did b4 i left for manc! i miz those gd old memories.. the craziest things we wld do over the most carefree days we had.. n the ultimate lameness we can reach while walkin home n all~

MICHELLE - wheeeee i will call u to chat some tym agn.. hope magic is great n i totally miz darren coz hez 1 person i cant talk to =( wahaha i wanna hug him.. 1.5mths more n i can have him within reach rofl.. n yes 万事都要忍=) itz alryt! im always here to listen to u yea, juz text me or call me i will reply u asap!

SS - ahhhhhhh how r u doin pretty?! hugz~ everythin gd? jia you gg to grad soon.. mayb u will b LT in SG soon den i can see u more often durin hols hehe.. we muz haf nitey chats agn.. lyin on the bed till the wee hrs n till sunrise crappin abt anythin we thot of.. itz so relaxin to do tt gal..

ok ok enuf said.. i needa slp.. tired from hours of dance to day.. got 3hrs straight tmr.. hehe.. den off to buy my heater n call sum1 tt i dint reply on msn today.. tata folks! cheerioz-

*those nt mentioned u werent missed out or anythin but really derez too much to say.. lik I MISS THE JLL INTERNS!!

keep stalkin my facebk for more updates yea? =)

- if itz nt tough, u aint in law skool, u r in the WRONG skool- (but tough or stress can b manageable coz im willing to n im enjoyin the process of adaptin in..)

SHAWN COME BACK TO MANC SOOOOOOOOOOON - i dunno if i shld go for the halloween in manc haha~

deone in manc!

2008-09-28T10:19:00.000-07:00

sry every1, i haf been super bz so no updates for long.. but everythings on facebk.. some picz lik dinner wif the beauties next door haf yet to b up.. n those wif khin, yr n all too. soon it wld b.. sry for the delay.. had lotsa stuff to settle n im startin skool tmr! im lookin forward to it thou..

manchester is great n im loving it so far.. ive been pretty pampered so far, wif the great company of frenz here.. HOWEVER i haven forgotten my frenz back in sg.. i miss roche, ben, jo, jud, jason, denny n co (dun b sad if ur name is nt here, u know urself if u r in (: ).. n i miz darren, michelle, fabian, KK, yyy, clarice, crystal, yr, yj, khin, duong, rz (n the rest)..

hurhurhurhurhur!!!!!!! the weather is gettin colder.. bit by bit.. but im learnin to get used to it.. hehe..

my rm still is kinda messy coz im waitin for argos to deliver my storage stuff.. den when im done packin i shall load pretty picz up for all to see.. im gg to deco my walls too.. most put posters but im settlin for photos!! i sent dem for printin this afternn n can collect dem tmr.. den ta-da! pretty cosy rm in WH..

gtg runnin off for dinner.. gotta cook.. no picz coz everythin is easily found on facebk.. too many to load here on hornet.. haha..

till den folks!!

xoxo..

yes yes i miz miz miz u..

13days..

2008-09-04T08:50:00.001-07:00

i know nth i say helps.. nth eases the pain.. drowns the sorrow.. reliefs the shock..

NOTHING I DO WILL MAKE THINGS BETTER.

i know it wasnt a gd tym to say it but i had to.. b4 we r in diff tym zones in diff parts of the world..

wateva it is i hope things r lik wat u said to me - that u dun care n u r alryt.. no matter wat im always here to hear ur rants hee..

when i heard ur voice on the phone i really felt smth was wrong.. u sounded sianz n all.. which is so unlike u.. u always tease me n tai gang n stuff.. itz the 1st tym the words fr u were so few, super soft voice in an ultimate tone ttz sayin "no mood to chat"..

seriously u shld b in hols mood.. enjoy the trip yea? throw away everythin for a while at least.. n when im back in dec i wanna see u as always.. hee hope i can spend xmas n new yr09 wif u.. wld contact u as far as possible.. wldnt MIA even thou im in manchester.. dist doesnt affect my memory ok.. haha~

haf a gd nyt rest slp tight n smile when tmr mornin arrives..

dec wld come soon.. hope it will b a bliss n breeze for me.. n a wink for u too..

SS - nah somethings r easier to b said on the phone itz nt ur eng prob.. i understd wat u mean hee i will get it done dun wry.. n yeapz no complications itz clarity over confusion haha~ heck abt the words we saw.. does it realli matter?? OSS method woooooooohoooooooo well done i know.. n yes my reply was gd of coz!! lol wat else cld i haf said actually.. jealous or childish? wahahaha dun care la doesnt matter keke.. jia you for ur dissertation.. dun wry too much abt it.. u will make it! ur last few mths to jia you alryt? =)

clarice - wahahaha yes we grew up tgt.. understdin me? fei ni mo shu.. lol.. thx for ur consensus =) makes me more certain..

renzi - no it aint khinz fault n yes i wld appreciate u arrangin for another meet up since u see dem more often den i wld.. n yes we haf tt same frequency.. im happy to hear we share the same views n opinions so i dun feel tt i was tinkin too much.. keke~ wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee hole is filled lol

khin - im off to msia i trans money to u when im back k? im so sry yea.. interbank wld take a bit longer keke

to all the JLL clique lik duong YR YJ n khin - will update agn when we meet yea..

crystal - omg when r u free?? i haf so much to say b4 i go uk!!!

ycube - pretty model.. we needa meet up!!!

manc pepz - sry tmr knot meet u all im nt in SG.. enjoy the outing!! dun drink so much arh i tink u go uk can drink till siaoz.. lol save ur liver.. n we serious can flood comments of the picz omg well done

NP clique - cya this sat.. chill after tt for my bday n farewell ok?!

n yay i can see darren on sat.. family lunch!!

alryts i needa go.. pack stuff n slp.. super early day tmr man..

NITEZ my readers!!!

*im nt a heartbreaker n dun intend to b one.. i can understd u n read the ans but ttz all im expectin for now.. hope i read te ans correctly anw haha.. n oso dunt know y u aint replyin.. busy mayb? juz hopin itz nt abt tt.. n honestly if u r havin doubts pls dun.. i swear itz 100% the truth.. i haf no reason to needa lie abt such things.. n risk 2 frenships by tellin u all tt.. so obviously by common sense its the truth.. i guess u juz need tym to digest it all =) i thank u for u faith n trust in my words hee.. hope to hear from u soon!*

15days..

2008-09-03T06:04:00.000-07:00

im glad i told u everythin.. im sry if u felt i was forcin u to meet me.. wellz i juz wanted to tell u everythin personally coz i dint know how to say it over msn.. but ok i respect tt u r too busy to meet me.. so erm yes i poured everythin out.. hope it aint too much for u to handle yea? chill~ itz nt ur fault.. n at least itz coz i believe my own judgement ttz y i felt tellin u was the best thing i cld do b4 leavin..

great to know tt u believe me.. im really happy to know tt.. i was contemplatin whether or nt to tell u so much in fact coz tt day u juz said u felt i wld lie n u cldnt trust me.. it really hurts to hear things lik tt.. i mean wat haf i done to make u feel so?? but ok hee apology accepted n yes understd u dint mean it tt way.. n yes u nvr meant to hurt me.. i know i know..

but wateva it is, at least u appreciate tt i told u everythin.. n tt u agree tt tellin u is the right thing to do.. ttz the most impt part.. hugz for tt.. n always rmb im juz a call away ok? 24/7 =)

n i guess u cleared my doubts too.. u said u dunt know n stuff but i guess itz somewat an ans esp at a tym tt u r so disturbed by the issue n stuff.. i really hope u r alryt now.. i know if u can heck everythin n dun care n dun feel anythin, u aint human.. so yeapz dun need to cheng qiang..

im sry if i spoilt the mood but i cldnt find a beta tym to say coz u r leavin b4 me!! but i know u understd n thx for tt.. =) itz the 1st tym any1 has said thx n sry so many tyms in 1 nyt man~

as much as u appreciate me n is grateful abt it.. im really comforted to know tt u still haf a gd impression of me.. tt im a v gd person.. =)

apologies accepted.. thank yous accepted.. but really dun need for so much of it.. i thank u for the trust n all too.. i do..

- cya in 3mths ok.. hope to spend xmas wif u.. when u asked me tt day itz nt tt i dint want to i was juz abit stunn to hear u say tt.. yeapz itz nt lik i wun b back n neither lik i wld forget u so we still haf loads of tym down the rd to meet up.. n the frequency of the meet ups aint tt impt coz all tt matters is if we make the effort n heart to keep things gg =) so yes i will c u when im back.. althou u said i might b too busy to see u when im back i promise u i wun b.. i will make sure i haf tym for u since u wld too in ur bz schedule.. n yes keep in touch! somehow thru msn, calls n smses n wat nt.. i will ensure u.. tt im in manc but SG frenz will nt b forgotten.. n dun keep sayin i will enjoy so much dere n stuff as thou my frenz in sg dun matter anymore coz itz nt gg to b the case.. i told u it aint comparable.. every clique n individual has itz meanin to me.. so yeapz talk is cheap i know u wld say tt.. but i will prove it to u tt SG frenz n ur presence is juz as significant..

till den.. hope everythin will b smooth for u-

29 August to 2 September - SS in SG

2008-09-02T08:09:00.000-07:00

whee the picz below explain everythin!!

ok on fri nyt i dint take picz when we had fishhead steamboat wif uncle, jenn ie, mich, darren, ss n me @ beach rd.. i was too tired i guess.. from the orientation thou it was hell load of fun.. but ttz all ttz missin..

sat i was to pick ss over to my plc in the morn actualy but ended up at claymore hsbc settlin my uk bank acc thing which occupied me until sat afternn.. i reached michz plc at abt 3 i tink.. den we decided to head out for lunch.. n since ss loves korean food we thot of this plc at west coast which i haf been once b4 as reco by my bro..

we all loved the food here.. really itz nice! tender tasty meat haha.. the picz tell u all abt it..

after the super late lunch, we went across to haw par villa.. somewhere we haven been in lik at least 10yrs! haha we juz wanted to kill tym too i guess coz we were gg ktv ltr tt nyt n ttz all tt was planned for tt day..

so here is a short walk at haw par villa.. b4 we ran off after feedin the mosquito population..

after which we went to cineleisure to shop since we were plannin to get a mudpie ltr as ss misses.. n to the ktv at cine too.. so yeapz we shopped till 9 plus or so n headed down to nydc @ heeren for some snacks as we were still full from lunch..

we had a cheesecake, a mudpie, nuggets n fries.. wheeeeeeee yummy thou super sinful..

next - KTV!! haha as usual.. a super long session.. dey dint stop us althou we went over the tym coz it was super late alrd.. i tink we left abt 3am or so.. haha.. anw dere goes..

hee seng came as expected.. BL nt dere oso as expected.. but hurhurhur KK why u nvr come?? haha we will onli get to meet each other in dec =) cya den..

sunday - seng wanted to treat ss n sugg we all go to the nihon mura at kallang leisure park.. a super heavy lunch ttz super filling!!

den i went to judy iez hse for fittin after the movie - starwars n the arcade.. haha ss saw the fattest dog she has seen in her life.. my darlin trixie!! the ribbon on her neck is the excess of my dress lol..

den mon.. i brought ss to toa payoh to get her hair products n shun bian help mich buy too.. hee juz nice i cld get my shampoo as well.. den we shopped ard dere where ss found smth for her mummy.. n we were hungry so we were decidin where to eat n settled for xin fu lou for dim sum.. coz we had jap n korean food alrd n i dint wan western food as i wld get enuf of it when im in manc.. so yea.. the food was nice indeed hee we ate so much itz CRAZY trust me.. lol

after eatin we headed down to bugis for shopping!!! hee we walked ard from shop to shop den off to bugis st.. we were so full from lunch tt we dint feel hungry n onli went for "Dinner" very late.. n our dinner was juz desserts lol.. ss n i had the same idea - we wanted tang yuan.. n juz nice i know where had nice ones.. so we walked over hee..

hee after tt we headed down to PS to meet mich at 11pm lol yes we had to meet her to get ss's choco tt was left in the car.. we headed down to the xin wang hk cafe tt was 24hrs.. at kovan.. had abit of snacks n juz chatted all the way.. gosh do we haf lotsa things to say man.. gals.. lol.. n yes haha we all decided to haf our msn nicks to b "WEIRD guys r IN thing for 2008 - "

anw we reached home at 1plus.. wahaha.. for the past few days im home past midnyt or earliest midnyt lol.. omg ryt.. den go home ss n i shower.. go online to clear mails etc.. hee n den ss n i will juz talk abt everythin n anythin n all the updates tt we haf missed out on each other in the past half yr.. the 1st nyt we talked till 7am!!!!!!!! omg ryt n slpt till afternn.. we were supposed to wake up at 12nn.. den when our hp alarms rang we snapped it off n went back to slp imd haha.. n den the next nyt till almost 5am n the final nyt till lik almost 6am which made me so slpy the next day i cldnt wake up to fetch ss to lavender haha mum helped me send her instead..

omg SS i miz ur company b4 we slp n all.. itz so fun to b talkin abt everythin n anythin under the sun.. to learn more from each other n hear another opinion abt issues.. i hope i will c u soon when im back in dec!!!

till den!!!!!!

- haha sry ss i go BP den u go KL i wun get to c u.. but wahaha i tink im stayin a nyt at ur hse..

28-29 august 2008 - orientation wif manc sgreans

2008-09-02T06:51:00.000-07:00

wooooooooooooooo haha met at 2pm @ pasir ris mrt to go to the pasir ris chalet.. it was pretty fun i haf to admit.. it was a pretty ulu chalet wif fantastic ppl in it.. the ice breakin games.. old n cliche.. but sure helped us to rmb each otherz names!! initially after the briefin on that mon i was still wee bit confused abt the names but but but haha the games sure got the names registered alot better.. we ended the games at about 4 plus pm.. den it was free n easy! i rmb tim, sw n i thot of cyclin but decided to walk in the park instead onli to realize how ulu it was, wif tt wet floor n loads of mosquitoes tt were feedin on me (sobz).. haha we played card games in the end.. victor, sw, juian, edwin, tim, n some others.. we played taidi, heart attack - where julian kept gettin hit by me.. n lost a glass of alcohol.. n yes i learnt to play bridge haha.. thank god i was lucky nt to lose enuf to get forfeits or the drinks.. the others were in separate grps playin cards as well.. den it was dinner tym where we ordered in rite pizza.. i cant rmb exactly but we had 8 or 10 pizzas haha.. i ate quite abit coz i dint eat the whole day till den n i knew the drinkin games were up next lol.. the bottles of alcohol is lik omg haha i nvr recall drinkin tt much in 1 day actualli coz im a super light drinker.. usually juz drink a wee bit onli.. in fact i thot i wld stay over coz i wld KO but i dint haha so i went home n met dem the next afternoon for the amazing race.. yiling, claudia n i went home tgt as we stayed pretty near each other.. i got home n it was abt midnyt alrd so i packed my rm n stuff to welcome ss haha.. shez comin over on the 29th for a few days b4 i leave for uk..

- the bottle of chivas broke.. gosh the place smelled of nth but chivas.. poor shanny thou.. wat a mess.. but the gd part-less alcohol to b knocked out on..

- was gd to be sms-chattin wif u today.. "most impt u r nt hurt" tt came across pretty sweet.. u r usualli nt sweet so tt was smth unexpected haha.. n to b smsin me in class, thx at least u bothered to lol.. n back home on msn.. at least u cared tt i was home safely n all..

- i know when u said if u drink n KO itz alryt coz u thot itz prob safer den me tryin to go home so late after i drank? haha wellz nah i survived pretty well i shld say.. other den turnin red which is the norm for me..

- no gothams today.. but enuf ppl were gone alrd! haha n dear edwin.. ok we all know it shall b left unsaid as edwin requested..

- gd to haf r presence.. makes a diff.. it really does.. keep it gg ok? u aint juz any1 coz every1 is juz diff n to each itz unique yea! so dun compare..

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alryts met at 12pm @ pasir ris mrt for amazing race.. went dere wif yiing n claudia as we arranged to head down tgt from serangoon bus interchg.. den yeapz while the others were at the food court, the rest of us gals were waitin for ying chern hee.. n by tt tym all were present we were allocated the mission n set off.. the route was to go suntec city, chinatown, j8 n end up at fabien's hse for BBQ.. dere were 2 teams.. i was in the one led by shanny, luke n dom.. loong followed us too.. there were 8 freshies in my team.. we did crazy things lik singin n national day song on the mrt n askin strangers of the opp sex for numbers.. haha so yeapz but my team was too sian to go on n we skipped chinatown headin straight to j8 to slack n lunch lol..

anw we ended up at fabienz plc pretty early.. gosh his GR is so cute la.. den we played taboo n card games.. hee taboo was fun.. cool to see ppl fumble on words lol~ n we started BBQ after 2 rounds of taboo.. pretty fast hur.. we use the thermal plate kinda pit so no need for charcoal n fire startin.. super convenient n no mess..

the chicken wings seemed super burnt coz dey were honey coated so the outside was burnt b4 it was really cooked.. n chattin over dinner was lik killin brain juice.. wif all those qns tt we were to analyze to ask qns n guess scenarios.. it was fun thou, i kinda lik tt haha.. killin himself over a burger, pushin a car, thousands dead overnyt n wat nt.. wahaha~

anw i left abt 9plus.. for next appt.. hee.. leon gave me a lift home.. thx.. n yes yet another freshie lawyer found!

- great tym knowin all of u!! can imagine the fun ahead hee.. my honour my frens~

- loong has all the picz.. i dint get any from him so i will see if he puts dem up on facebk or smth or nt den no picz for u guys sry my readers!!

- wooooooo all abt ss next!!!

19days.. jabs n movie

2008-08-27T07:27:00.000-07:00

met shangwei n edwin for lunch today.. 12pm - ok i was on tym, shangwei was early n edwin was LATE haha but forgivable as he was running an errand for his dad.. gd daddyz boy so yeapz haha..

sw n i decided to find a plc for lunch in meantym and we looked at the directory of Square 2 only to conclude tt we shall walk ard n see.. n we ended up at a korean restaurant.. n waited dere until 12.45pm when dear edwin came finally smilez- i had the hotplate tender beef rice, shangwei had a glass noodles n edwin a stonepot rice.. picz will b uploaded soon!! im simply too shag now n need to save energy for the next few days.. i fell aslp on the sofa n juz woke up, imagine tt! gosh ryt..

anw yeapz we ate pretty fast n settled the bill at abt 1.20pm. but ttsh travellers clinic was prob closed for lunch as stated on the webby.. so we had to wait till 2pm.. so we shopped n walked ard from square 2 to velocity n back to ttsh for the jabs.. nth caught our eyes while we shopped except tt shangwei seems pretty interested in the iphone n is considerin one when we get to manchester.. haha so we stopped by singtel to see see tt phone..

den off to ttsh.. went via the linkbridge on level3 of square 2.. none of us knew exactly which part the travellerz clinic was at so we juz looked ard for signs.. the plc is BIG man.. wif all sorts of things haha.. lik a museum even.. anw yepz we registered at the travellerz clinic n settled the jabs in less den half hr.. the nurse called me in when the guys were still chattin n b4 we knew it i was out n done.. haha dey were lik 'so fast?' haha.. dey barely spoke a few words.. anw the jabs r really painless man.. woooo luckily!

@230pm we r done n tinkin of wat to do.. we thot of bowlin, den of shoppin which we really shldnt coz we needa shop in manc where things dere r more of wat we will need n derez really a limit on how much we can bring over.. we ended up at marina square catchin a movie.. it was so random man.. edwin tried some leather jackets but none looked gd so yeapz we moved on.. n ended up at the theatres.. we looked at the list of movies n ended up settlin for 12 lotus which wasnt a bad choice.. we enjoyed it pretty much.. a sad n touchin story.. such guys r jerks! haha.. anw yes we 3 were freezing in the theatre.. lik OMG i was tinkin ttz lik the warmest temp we wld get in manchester.. how r we gg to survive! haha~

o n yeapz anw b4 the movie we went to the arcade.. gosh is edwin gd at tt game lol.. i hate it coz my hands wld hurt after tt so i dint play n juz watched.. well done edwin~

haha alryts the movie ended at 6plus n we headed home.. it was so cute.. we were walkin half way when the mummyz boy called home "mummy i wld b back for dinner!" hah awwwwwwwwww so sweet ah.. ok ok dun tease this medic alrd.. althou all i can say abt him is tt he is SUPER THICK SKIN N EGO haha but really lightens the mood n keeps things fun n all.. im cool abt it - fun to luff over..

anw i was home at 7.. had a bit of food for dinner n slpt on the sofa alrd haha.. wakin up now im bloggin, gg to prepare for tmr n chattin wif sum1 i miz! haha~

*sry im so tired i dunt know if wat im writin is understandable but i sure hope it is!

- well i got a bruise fr ytd's needle.. haha hope it wld fade soon..

- off to orientation tmr.. fun filled tym ahead i bet but i bet things wldnt b too easy for us lik the alcohols!! pray i survive tt haha~ n b4 i know it, it wld b fri n SS wld b here!!! yay~ i fantastic wkend ahead is awaitin me!

- i miz u, althou im msnin u now.. smilez wld miz u more tmr when i dunt get to msn! lol

- great outin wif u guys today!! gd movie company, shoppin company (esp the metro medic) haha n yeapz i enjoyed my day =) edwin really MEDIC in cinema oso can talk abt brown sugar n sugar lol.. well done!

- i need to start packin soooooooon~ haha i do i do!

- alrytz off to pack for the chalet n clear some stuff b4 slpin!! sry pepz definitely no entry tmr coz i wun b home!! miz my frenz n msn pepz!! i know im gg to enjoy the next few days.. i know i will.. =)

back for more updates n picz soon!

20 days.. health screenin n dinner..

2008-08-26T06:36:00.000-07:00

woke up at almost 12noon today haha~ yes itz relatively early for a non workin day.. esp when the person we r talkin abt is deone ang.. lol.. i was awakened by an sms.. yes tt coin dropping msg tone.. haha i rmb flippin thru my bedding to find my phone.. so typical of deone when she falls aslp wif her phone..

o wells it was him.. yeapz supposed to meet him for dinner.. n thx to this msg did i get up too.. wahaha.. coz im supposed to go for the health screening thing.. but i somehow lazily dozed off agn i woke up at almost 2pm onli to dash to the shower n washed up.. den off to silver cross clinic to get the tests done.. well 3 tubes of blood was drawn.. nt tt painful afterall.. or perhaps i got a high tolerance for it after my wisdom teeth extraction lol.. 2 more jabs to b done tmr.. hope dey wun hurt too wahaha.. anw tt doc i saw today was really new.. nt new to the job but new to the clinic, 2nd day at work.. haha so unfamiliar wif their operations but i guess it always starts somewhere for every1..

den i went to get my certs laminated coz i gotta bring the originals to manchester.. safer to haf dem well protected.. den i slowly walked home n it was alrd 4plus gg 5.. so i hurriedly got ready n all n left asap haha.. im supposed to meet him at 630 @ alley bar.. n i had to pass smth to sum1 b4 tt.. sounds rush? lol~

had my walkin on peaches vodka cocktail.. i haven had a drink in lik ages.. seriously.. since dennyz bday at the loof till now haha.. but lucky i tink the drink was pretty light so i was pretty ok wif it.. dint even taste alcoholic.. had a hawaiian pizza n calamari to share for dinner.. he had a mango margarita.. wahaha he had drank quite abit b4 meetin me i guess.. enuf for him to feel uncomfy.. ALCOHOLIC! haha..

anw yeapz i passed him the dvd tt i copied from khin too.. it has been rotting away on my desk for some tym alrd.. collectin dust man.. n yeapz we went home pretty early today.. lik abt 8pm.. he needs a rest man.. lookin at him.. really alcohol overload haha luckily he didnt drive so cabbed home.. it was quite funny.. walkin to the taxi stand.. wat fantastic directions his fren gave him.. walk straight.. we ended up walkin a loop b4 realizing where the taxi stand was.. diaoz ryt..

anw yeapz back home.. glued to my mac.. msnin as usual.. gosh another day passed.. i 1 day closer to my flight.. *sobz* wo you hao duo de she bu de.. tu ran jian jue de zi ji bu xiang qu ying guo, bu xiang li kai SG.. gettin abit emo wif each day tt passes.. i miz my frenz n my family.. i juz know i will.. seriously do.. but i know derez always a gd n bad side to everythin.. itz my choice to go, my dream to go, i course i wanna pursue, a life i know i wanna experience.. so wellz i may nt haf my frenz n family wif me in manchester but i will haf a new grp of frenz (n of coz i wld nvr eva forget those in SG duh..).. but they r always in my heart n mind, n i will see dem super soon when im back for hols n all.. althou the course is 3yrs.. n can b longer if i do bar in uk.. but still the breaks i WILL COME BACK.. hope u pepz miz me as much as i wld miz all of u.. anw i juz got my manc email acc done edwin!! u shld go get it done too!! wahaha.. u evil vain mean shopper medic!

SS will b reachin on the 29 August in the afternn.. i wld b at the amazin race so yeapz mich wld pick her n shez stayin wif me!! my nyt chattin companion n all.. i bet we haf loads to say.. cant wait for u dear!!

will b gg for jabs tmr.. meetin shangwei n edwin @ 12pm at novena to haf lunch 1st b4 gg off to ttsh to get the jabs done.. see muz wake up early agn.. lol

as for thurs - 2pm @ pasir ris!! itz orientation tym!! lucy no SDU style games haha.. n derez an amazing race on fri, followed by BBQ @ fabien's plc for a closin.. looks lik a fun filled wk ahead? yes it is.. wif SS here for the wkend esp..

prob ktv on sat nyt!! get to hear the sweet voice of SS haha~ where n when i havent cfm but i tink i shld soon..

*anw sry to u.. if u thot i was v quiet is coz i juz dunt know wat to say.. im nt eloquent all the tym.. derez always exceptions..

*oeiiiii wat vampire u evil heartbreakin medic.. always bully me.. still call me evil vampire lawyer!! huh!!!!! angry- sobsob.. lol k la cya tmr!

*SS hur cant follow u back to msia coz itz on 5th sept.. so yeapz sry babe.. thx for the hospitality anw! cya soon when im back in dec?? =)

*i rmb hopin to b in uk asap n all but now i juz feel im nt ready to leave wif all the things tt i cant bear.. u know who u are.. n wat the things r.. wells.. i guess itz a passin phrase.. the happenings dere wld b my cure.. back in dec my dears!! can see all of u pretty soon yea?

till more updates my readers!!

-loves misses hugz n kisses-

23days.. spacechimps

2008-08-23T09:23:00.001-07:00

wheeeeeeeee the millions of calls dint wake me up today.. coz i left my phone in silent mode.. n cushioned.. so i dint hear the vibration either.. but somehow i woke up at 1230pm! haha n yeapz arranged for a 5pm movie - spacechimps @ps.. so i took my own sweet tym to prepare n ate abit b4 gg out.. wahaha

the movie was funni.. entertaining indeed n i kept luffin all the way.. cute to watch pepz!!

den we walked ard alittle.. went to xin wang hk cafe for dinner where i dint really eat much coz i wasnt hungry.. n we happened to b tokin abt the money nt enuf 2 movie.. haha itz really a gd luff n dey wanted to watch but sry i watched ytd.. u pepz go catch it thou itz a gd relaxation althou abit touchin which made me tear a little..

den we went to the arcade n spent some tym dere.. den off to MOS burger for a drink.. after which we left PS n headed home..

sry no picz today coz i forgot to take some.. was simply abit tired hee next tym yea?

- yay tmr meetin CE so i can see the drawings n take measurements etc..

- ooooo n mich bought HTC diamond.. lol 1st day usin it so shez pretty lost still.. nvm hang in dere sooooooon u wld get it ryt keke..

- purps darling!!!!! i miz u so too.. haha i wanna cya soon too lik totally!! esp when im gg to uk sooooooooon im so gg to miz u i know! itz been so long.. wah go clubbin tell u haha how rare to hear me go clubbin.. next thurs mayb.. but i prefer meetin u for a drink n shop or smth wahaha.. den can chat at least.. movie wld b fine too!!!!!! hope skoolz gg great for u n u fairly new love found is smooth too..

- hannar hannar dun keep askin me gal i will tell u when i know yea coz arh im currently as blur as u are wahahah..

- clarice my dear gal.. i finally got u on facebk! welcome~ i wanna see u sooooooon!!!

- NP pepz miz u guys loads!! wanna cya soon as well.. celebrate my bday~ haha despite the countless dates u all haf pls include me sumwhere in tt schedule of urs ok?

- the 3 babes next door i so so wanna see u guys to catch up.. n for a farewell too..

- dear JLL interns n temps, o n derek shen, n all others.. 2sept duong cant, whenz the next best date??

- sry my wall E date has been taken alrd so some other movie okiez?? haha~

- janesh itz been so long since we chatted, u haven been online!!! where on earth r u?? r u even in sg? haha.. we r supposed to meet n haven found the tym so well will u b gg for the chalet next thurs?? bbq on fri?

- pretty gal.. im lookin forward to ur arrival!! cya really soon babe~

- i hate jabs hurhurhur n will b takin 2 on wed.. luckily i haf u guys for companion.. haha who else is gg??

- wahahah ger u ask the wrong person i will nvr know.. 爱是一种很玄的感觉，有了你自然会知道，又何必问我？

cheerioz my readerz!!! i will b back writin soon!! n i finally gOt the picz so i shall try to upload n update tt entry asap k =)

24days.. sry babes

2008-08-22T09:49:00.000-07:00

omg i slpt so so much.. i was plannin to go for a morn swim but i hit the alarm n fell back to slp unintentionally.. den i was supposed to meet khin n the others to "kill tym" on friday wahaha.. BUT I WOKE UP AT 3PLUS PM!!! ok i smsed sum ppl inbtwn from 10 to 3 while i was half aslp i know.. hope my msgs made sense to all of u wahaha~ im so sry to the babes im supposed to meet today.. i promise no next tym! haha~ anw duong cant make it for our date on 2nd sept.. how?? watz the date to postpone to pepz??

anw i talked to u online so much this evenin.. so rare it happens.. *grinz* im happy~ itz been so long since so.. n i miz chattin wif u on the phone! im sry to haf called while u were slpin.. hee at least the call dint wake u up! i juz enjoy chattin wif u.. enjoy the chats which i will totally miz in manchester.. n nah i dun haf 24more days to miz u.. i will miz u as long as i tink i shld haha~ n wahhhhhhhhh u sure u will miz me, tink of me.. n cfm cfm wld never ever forget me ma?? if yes den y wld u b scared i forget u lei? haha if u rmb me n miz me, u r worth rmbin too! juz lik u said im nt juz another gal if i wld miz u n vice versa rofl..

den i went out to watch money nt enuf 2.. typical local production tt reflects reality in some ways.. hee i watched it at j8.. went cafe cartel for dinner after the movie coz most other plcz closed alrd.. itz been so long since i caught a movie wif u.. great nyt out.. n sry i told the other u tt i prob wldnt b out long n wld tty when im back but i reached home at 11plus, u were offline alrd haha.. so nite nite to u!

short n swt post today.. coz nth really happenin to mention.. i wan my cd of picz from YOU!! i know itz in safe hands but ttz nt the pt.. the pt is i wan the picz.. diaoz.. when i tell u u still haven passed me the cd means - hey i wan the picz n grr u forgot 3tyms alrd.. not to hear tt itz wif u!! ttz a dumb ans ok..

whee the wkends r here.. i dunt know watz up but yea wellz letz see abt it.. no concrete plans as yet.. next wk is oh so fun!!

25days.. farewell lunch wif contract mgt team

2008-08-22T08:34:00.000-07:00

im to meet jackie, nor n chiew meng at secret receipe, CPF building @12.30pm.. hee so i woke up juz b4 11am n rushed off.. luckily i made it in tym althou dey waited abt 5mins for me wahaha.. itz my farewell lunch as dey wanted to haf lnch wif nor ard but nor n i had no overlap so yeaps.. dey wanted me to meet dem when i was gg to collect my visa but coincidentally i had an appt on tt day alrd so wheeeeee specially went down to meet dem at the same tym go over to uncle stevenz office to get some docz signed..

so the picz below depicts my lunch.. grilled fish for jackie n me.. beef lagsane for nor n chicken lagsane for cm.. wellz nor cldnt haf chicken or seafood due to her wound.. she scared itchy hee.. beef was her best choice i guess.. n of coz my fav juice dere.. green apple wif sourplum wahaha

pretty nor n me

nor, me n jacke

chiew meng (my boss of finance n contract mgt) n me

jackie n me

jackie n nor were really too sweet.. haha dey got me presents! to thank me for helpin out n a farewell gift to wish a great tym for me in manc!! the pink wrapper one fr jackie n the other from nor both bought from winter tym wahaha.. so thotful - tt deone may freeze in uk keke..

after which i met mummy to go travellex to get bank draft den off to chinatown to chg GBP n we shopped abit, snacked ard n all.. we got home at abt 7pm or so.. hee brought dogies for a walk n all.. itz been a long tym since i took picz of dem n wif dem so here goes.. the schnauzer is trixie n the yorkie is misha..

after feeding the doggies, mum n i went kovan for dinner.. itz been so long since i had my chicken rice fr dere hehe.. we oso shopped abit n i wet popular to get some stuffs..

came back dropped dead n fell aslp wo msnin.. so i dint even blog.. herez the entry 1 day late!

i cant wait for next wk.. im gg to haf loads of fun n i know it.. ok the jabs aside tt is haha.. cya guys real real soon.. woooohooooo more frens to know!!

- im juz happy to see ur name on my screen when my darlin p1i rings.. wahaha

26days.. shawnnnnn panda!!!!

2008-08-20T09:59:00.000-07:00

woooooo i woke up at 1230pm haha i thot i was gg to b late to meet panda lucky i wasnt.. MEET DAVE & LUNCH @ marina square was the itinery hehe.. dear panda was afraid he wld b cold n wore smth warmer.. silly panda.. n happy twenty!! althou i wasnt dere for u on ur exact bday but i still met u today! haha~ n see i dun make u drink.. nt lik ytdz party rofl..

ok we had lunch at sakae sushi.. we dint eat tt alot but we juz chAtted on n on n on n shawn even met a fren he hasnt seen in ages hehe.. let the picz do the talkin!

after lunch we juz roamed aimlessly ard as we werent shoppin for anythin.. so we juz chatted more n more n more until the movie tym was up.. meet dave at 5.05pm hee.. some picz we took before the movie!

i forgot to take pic of the other tix which shawn has kept n will do so when we watch wall e tgt!! haha i will reserve the movie for u till u r back!! n im sry i forgot to bring the picz. muddleheaded ryt.. next tym i will rmb!!! or nt kill me haha.. so qiao u enlistin 1 day after my flight.. so i get ur company in my last 26days in sg! except for the few days tt u will b in BKK.. haha enjoy ur trip k?! it was great to meet u today after so so so long.. seriously.. itz been tooooooooo long.. we use to see each other super often coz somehow we juz bump into each other in skool.. n now.. haha u got too many dates!! rofl~ n gd boy gone bad ah.. learnin to drink lol.. hpoe to see u more b4 i go manchester!! will miz ur company heez.. i know u will miz me!!!!! *thick skin ryt but i know u wld..* i will b back for 3wks in dec n we MUST meet up!!! despite ur million dates, pls di leave a wkend free for me.. i haf booked a flight to touch down in sg on 23dec08.. hehe.. great tym talkin to u today.. fantastic movie companion n a joyful chattering fren.. hope u enjoyed ur nyt out after meetin me!! cant wait to meet u agn n chat more haha~ our topics r simply endless!!

anw i went swimmin after tt.. was supposed to go safra mt faber but carpark was full so we ended up at the public swimmin complex which was nt bad too coz nt crowded hee.. dint swim much coz itz late but i simply love water.. deone needs to swim more.. haha shez growin fat n the onli thing tt can help her burn fats n she likes to do wld b swimmin wahaha.. so yeapz.. swam till pool closed.. den went for dinner at the hk cafe opp great world city.. eatin fattening cheesy pasta after a wee bit of swimmin.. dumb ryt? haha but anw the picz below showz the dinner hehe.. i reached home at midnyt.. wahaha back home i juz cleared my emails, facebk stuff den msned.. hehe..

julian: NP rawks ryt? haha n yes i know ursy too.. smart medic dun say i muz haf done well to b in law.. nt ez to get medic either.. bi ci bi ci ok haha~ n yea u got double the course fees n course duration OMG super ex.. 1.5yrs of medic fees is lik law fees for all 3 yrs!!! anw i bet u will enjoy dere.. we all wld.. hope ur prepz r gg well!

n u: smsed u today, glad u replied.. hee miz miz miz u n i do.. hope u meant wat u said haha-

jie: i will try to contact dem n get all done soon! haha

jo: congrats abt ur new love found.. n wait waitin for my turn? haha deone is still far far away fr tt "tym".. i will tell u guys if it does come lol!

panda: see ya soooooooooon!

crys, cla, yyy: wanna meet u gals soooooooooon!!!

27days.. JLL pepz meet up!!

2008-08-19T10:09:00.000-07:00

i woke up super early today to collect my visa.. hurhurhur i was so so scared it wld fail after i saw janesh had his failed twice! im so glad mine was successful!! i will hope for u janesh~

anyway coz i woke up early, i went home for a nap n settled other paper work i needed.. n i met khin at 4pm at cityhall hee yes kill tym the quality way.. be it shoppin or a chat or wat nt, we needed to catch up, after a long tym since we met daily n all.. dere was juz so much updates.. both of us wanted coffee so we went to starbucks at marina square.. i had my java chip as usual n she had her hot drink.. we shared an oreo cheesecake as we wanted to munch while chattin.. omg we spent a pretty gd 1hr plus dere!! we had endless things to talk abt thou.. so much tt we r meetin agn soon.. haha.. anw the picz show us over the chat..

khin n i then went to shop.. both of us were lookin for bday pressies haha~ we went muji to get some stuff tt i needed den off to suntec where i bought smth i was intendin to get n she got tt for herself as well as for the bday present hehe.. as for me.. i dint get a bday prezzy but i know wat im gg to do wahaha~ anw it was dinner tym so we went to the restaurant to wait for the rest to come.. jiancheng n vince dint join in the end so it was down to 8 of us hee but it was a great tym anw.. we were spilt into 2 tables as dere was no table for 8 pax.. it was a fantastic tym we had eating n chattering away, luffin non stop as we always do.. camwhoring as usual n it was truly the perfect hrs of the day tt we alrd arranged for our next meetin. 2 sept MUZ MAKE URSELVES FREE 7pm @ gelare!! hee we try to meet as often as possible but wif consideration of their other dates n projects tt needa b completed.. so yeapz we will always keep in touch!! n RZ i havent forgotten tt we r supposed to haf a supper or smth.. YR too!! hee one day b4 i leave MUST GO!! haha

okiez no need for too much words.. the picz below depicts everythin tt happened in the few hrs we were out!!

we walked back to the mrt tgt where derek n khin took the bus n the rest of us MRT.. RZ, YR n me went tgt as we wld all drop off at the same station.. hee n we were so engrossed chattin abt alot of things n updates tt we hung ard YRz blk haha.. last tym it was my blkz void deck n today it was hers.. RZ was so sweet, despite the injured ankle n him limpin ard, he insisted on walkin us to the blocks n see us get into the lifts b4 he took the bus home.. we chatted this 11plus i do hope he dint miz his last bus heh..

- RZ pls tc ur ankle ah dun run abt.. n see YR so sweet to bring oilment for u, pls ah do smth abt it!! if dun heal go chinese physician or smth.. it looks pretty serious worz.. next tym we meet hope u r ok alrd!

- YR u r so cute abt the "so sweet ah".. innocent lei u wahaha but sumtyms it cld do beta if deone wasnt so cold n so curd n so sharp abt words ryt.. haha lik sumtyms i shld b a bit softer n more lik a typical wld b huh?? rofl..

- duong : wahaha u lost weight ah gd for u.. nt lik me.. opp case rofl.. back in sg nt long, gotta tc abt the chg of climate k?

- sok: omg u rebonded ur hair! haha i lik perm but i dunt know mayb i shld rebond in dec.. still undecided..

- khin: pretty gal got pretty gal troubles haha.. miz ur chitty chattery babe!! so glad to see u today n chat at starbucks.. hope it happens more often b4 i leave~

alrytz.. off to bed im meetin panda tmr!!!!! i dun wan a panda to meet panda man.. n im slpy anwz so till den readers!!!

28 days.. manchester people!!

2008-08-19T09:26:00.000-07:00

hee i woke up earlier den usual today.. lik at 9plus to go wif CE to get material hehe.. so slpy!! i slpt onli lik 4hrs? i tink? haha.. anw yeaps we went to her shop to settle stuff 1st den off to arab st where i found all the material i needed.. den we went back to the shop to settle this troublesome lecherous customer which i shant elaborate n den off to peoplez park to get some other accessories etc needed..

by den we were super hungry as we havent had anythin the whole day.. so we ate there.. the giant fisballs, wanton mee n horfun.. as seen from the picz hee.

by the tym we were done, the day was burnt alrd.. it was 4plus n i rushed home as i had to b at one philip bldg by 6pm.. so i went home to shower n stuff as i was in the usual pj attire of an overszed shirt wif fbt.. haha i thot it wasnt nice to attend tt manchester briefing in that look so yeapz went back to get smth more decent rofl..

gosh the talk was pretty short n the interactive part was woooooooooo haha~ on the 1st meetin every1 was super frenly!! n dey r all pretty warm ppl~ i was unsure of my social life in manchester but now.. wahaha thx to all of u, i haf an assurance tt im gg to survive well, love the life n enjoy my stay coz u guys r GREAT!!! honestly.. hee great company is the major factor~ i was afraid i wldnt b frenly enuf but it seems lik all the warmth from every1 of u made me feel TOTALLY DIFFERENT. thank you!

after the talk most of us (some had left alrd) went for dinner at lau pa sat.. wheeeee great tym chattin n all.. a gd chance to know all of u a wee bit beta n more chances to come! next wld b the event next wk which im lookin forward to! cya guys soooooon~ let the picz do the talkin abt dinner.. as i was takin the picz im nt in it wahahah~

ttz all folks!! short n sweet one.. wif more memorable moments to come!!

30 days.. wkend clique!!

2008-08-16T08:22:00.000-07:00

wooooooooo woke up in the morning today to get my picz developed.. i was too lazy to go to toa payoh so i went to serangoon central to get it done instead.. hehe the other photo shop i usualli frequent.. wow dere was a total of over 300picz haha.. i havent developed picz in a super long tym i guess so tt explains it all..

IE mummy called when i was on the way to the photo shop.. she wanted a lift so was askin if i had the car.. but sry as usual.. my bro hijacked it.. misha injured her leg n needed the vet.. but the one she went to at serangoon was closed n she had to rush to jalan kayu by 1pm.. the prob is, the fact tt it was rainin n she was carryin a dog wldnt help in gettin a cab.. usualli dey wldnt wanna pick u if u got a doggy wif u.. n rainin meant more cabs were occupied too.. hurhur so i told her to call mich for help.. thank gdness mich was available.. poor misha sprained her muscle n had some infection such tt she need a painkiller jab.. shez hopping on 3 legs.. hope she gets well asap.. she loves to jump ard n cant sit still lik trixie, tt so so so doesnt help man..

anw the photos stuff was settled pretty fast n r to b collected after tmr 3pm.. juz while i was headin home, mr goh called me to say he was on the way to pick me.. so i walked faster so he dint haf to wait too long for me.. hee yes i walked home coz mr derick threw me dere n went off wif the car haha.. so i went to michz plc 1st to wait for her.. omgomgomgomgomg darren is gettin cuter by each look n each min!! i helped feed him lunch n carried him (feels lik a huggable toy or bolster man!).. haha to my surprise he eats pretty alot.. milk plus porridge haha.. n nt long after, mich came home.. she quickly showered n ate abit of bee hoon n prata den we hurried off to taka to meet mr kccs.. hehe for once we still reached earlier den him coz this guy went to help his sis.. WOW if my bro does anythin lik tt, SG wld hAf an ice berg!! so yeapz our aim of gg take was the baby fair.. we shopped dere while waitin for mr kccs.. hee he reached nt long after thou.. gosh baby fair was crowded n i was so blurred by everythin wahaha.. den we went to the level 3 baby dept too.. actually we wanted to find nice dresses for baby evangeline but to nO avail.. but mich n i had our fav - ice cream!!

so after a while we felt abit bored at taka lik dere was nth we were lookin for so we headed to raffles city as we were gg shokudo for dinner.. yeapz itz tt jap food bazzar place.. dey haven been dere b4 so i sugg tt place.. somewhere i havent been in a long tym too hee.. n we went straight for dinner went we reached coz mr kccs had to rush off back to work.. YES ITZ A SAT N HE IS WORKIN.. RYT NOW N THRU THE NYT!! omg~ haha poor him ryt.. another slpless nyt.. n he even said he wld b bz such tt he aint on msn.. neither available at the phone haha.. speakin of tt.. mr goh arhz really can bully him.. i onli verbally suan him which is still ok i guess.. but mr fab goh deprived him of slp haha.. klenn said he wld call me when he wakes up today as he wanted some gd slp as he was gg to work thru the wee hrz today so i juz waited BUT BUT BUT mr goh felt he slpt TOO MUCH n it was tym to wake up.. n tt he believes klenn was prob awake alrd mayb juz dint call me ttz all.. SO MR GOH CALLED MR KCCS at ard 1pm or mayb 12plus i cant rmb.. klenn dint ans his call n mr goh called his HOUSE my gosh.. poor klenn was FORCED out of bed rofl.. SEE TODAY I NVR BULLY U OK.. n the prob was.. we dint meet till almost 4pm.. mr kccs cld slp till lik 3pm!! loss of slp due to fab haha~ ttz ur bf la klenn i cant help u.. so yeapz at this moment tt hez workin, i hope hez ok n still surviving haha~

after dinner klenn left for office while mich fab n i continued to shop.. wahaha mich bought the mascara im usin.. she felt the effect was pretty gd n no need fake lashes.. hee i nvr tried fake lashes thou but im pretty happy wif the effect i get from my chanel waterproof mascara wahaha~

den we walked ard aimlessly from womenz fashion shops to precious thots n baby stuff hehe.. well mich wanted to find rompers but to no avail.. mayb another day den.. time really flies.. b4 we knew it it was 9 plus alrd!! gosh ryt! we were supposed to drop by my hse to get the picz to go develop (picz of darren for scrapbk) so we cld start on the SB asap.. haha n if possible do it by express printin butbutbut it was too late.. so we headed home.. fab had mj session a 10pm haha n mich was tired.. me? i came home, settled some manchester uni stuff, packed abit, watched tv, fruits munchin n den of coz facebkin n bloggin hehe..

a short day out but yet another lovely few hrs in my memory.. like i said.. the company is all that matters! =)

- misses darren i wish i was still huggin him..

- janesh : is everythin alryt for u? howz ur visa man?? u said u wld tell me more but i havent seen u online n u dint call back.. i hope allz well!! share if derez anythin yea? im till waitin for mine..

- edward : congrats on ur resutls! wow our hostels r pretty far apart!! hurhurhur victoria park VS city campus.. but nv i guess we wld see each other loads at skool haha.. cheers to our fantastic tymtable (oh yes i havent told u guys abt it.. no class on mon n thurs, 2 to 4 on tues, 10 to 1 on wed n 9 to 3 on fri!!)

- dixon : cheerz abt our tymtable too n congrats on ur results as well.. n YAY we r both in WESTON HALL!! haha althou ure in yellow core n im in green but ttz close enuf haha.. wheeee cya ard in the law fac bldg n at hostel =)

- shawnie : OMG tt was a terrible incident man.. 15yr old gals - scary? in uni of manc tt happens? lik faintzzzzzz gosh.. gd to hear u r fine now.. chill abt it yea?? anythin let me kNow.. n yes i will bug weston hall abt it.. hehe or nt no choice will stay wif sum1 1st lo.. some kind soul whoz gg to get me from the airport.. 3yrs wif u in uk too!! same to janesh, dixon n edward.. as for james n jade.. 2 yrs more wif u!! haha bet itz great kNowing u ppl.. my honour!!

*SS is comin on 29august!! hee yepz stayin at my plc.. prob abt 4days.. im havin a camp fr 28-29august at pasir ris wif the manchester student union pepz n SG pre manc pepz.. bet itz loads of fun awaitin me!! lookin forward to meetin all this new pepz.. n erm is gotham part of the event on 28aug? i juzgot an invitation for it.. gosh so many clubbin parties gg on this mth.. my invites r stacked! but dun wry ss i will still b full of vibe when u r here.. cya soon pretty!! ktv to hear ur sweet voice n mayb sentosa to tann if i dare to wear bikini after growin so fat.. n erm anythin else we shall see den! haha =) we can chat thru the nyt till we slp as always!! wheeeeeeee~ miz u babe!!

- mich : pass u the cd tmr k? n KLENN DUN FORGET MY CD haha see la.. 心里没有我就是这样。。wat to do..

31days.. day wif mummy

2008-08-15T11:01:00.000-07:00

i woke up at 4plus pm today. YES I MEAN IT N U DINT READ WRONGLY! haha i woke up when my dear michelle smsed me =) i slpt abt 6am in the mornin.. no doubt abt it.. haha i dunno wat i was doing n b4 i knew it "OMG 6am" hee so yeapz i still slpt alot.. lik 10hrs.. haha panda tt explains me as ur piggy ryt rofl..

ok yes im supposed to develop picz today.. so i headed down to the usual shop i go at toa payoh.. mich frequents the one at hougang mall but somehow i feel the picz washed fr dere r nt tt pretty i dunt know y.. haha but beta den this shop my fren tried n all picz looked kinda blur.. anw so yea we went TP for lunch n shop at the same tym.. i bought a new shampoo n treatment mask to try.. coz my hair so long.. as usual muz take care wahaha.. den mummy bought me more facial washes etc coz she tinks i dun take enuf care of my skin..

o o o i found the heels i have been lookin for too!! yippee!! yes yes the nt so high killer heels wif the ribbon ard the ankle .. i lik tie tie heels wahaha yes as most of my gals frenz know.. ppl always tink i haf a v typical gal, sweet n demure img but ahem ahem.. ok la my frenz all know.. looks r deceiving wahaha~ n it oso depends on the other party im handling..

n yes bought my fav durian n dadz fav double yolk mooncake (abit early i know but daddy really loves tt no matter how fattenin it is.. my lucky daddy nvr grows fat.. he can eat lik crazy n still b lik tt.. oh how i wish me too..).. we bought alot of things today haha it always happens when im out wif mummy coz she will say "i tink u will need this n tt".. so yeap lotsa to pack into the luggage!! rofl..

also yeapz while shoppin i saw the black lace tube mich wans.. wahaha i helped her to buy coz i know shez so bz no tym to shop.. n as usual she nvr forgets me when she shops.. same for me.. we r super close cousins.. take my word for it.. shez almost lik my own sister.. im so gg to miz her when im in uk.. lik seriously.. no more daily chats wif her.. u know in sg, even if itz juz a few mins a day, i wld nvr forgo sayin hi to her.. hee so every wkend she gets the priority position to meet me wahaha..

anw we snacked the day instead of having lunch.. my eclair, n tart fr the almond bakery (my fav bakery of all).. the green tea muffin n green tea + red bean bread fr breadtalk.. n soya milk.. n i dunt rmb wat but juz kept snackin haha.. juz lik i did ytd.. i usualli onli eat smth for dinner coz i know i wld b super hungry later in the nyt if i dun force myself to.. wahaha n fat alrd i shld stop snackin n stop suppering man.. anw so yeapz.. i had dinner wif mum at ichiban sushi.. as usual i wld bring mum out to eat everytym i get my pay hehe.. smth i know my bro wld nvr do.. i tink im juz closer to mummy perhaps..

The picz below.. althou nt many.. kinda explains my dinner ya? mummy says i look round alrd.. gosh ryt?? i cant imagine when i go uk.. hmmmmm

alryts ttz all for today.. short n sweet.. will blog abt last sun soon.. when i get picz fr klenn tmr.. n yeapz more updates for the wkend..

- im so lookin forward to next wk.. meetin the interns n temps.. shawn panda, janesh.. woohoo!! haha tell me abt it im so so lovin my life now n enjoyin the mth more b4 i leave..

-ok ok me off to do abit of packin.. everyday do abit.. den i will know watz missin etc hehe..

till den, XoXo all my dearies!!!

*manchester - pls b a place i love.. n as for the frenz.. i know u guys wld b great ppl.. thx shaunT, ure ryt i know im gg to b well n all over at manc.. esp wif all my fantastic frenz in life.. I LOVE YOU PEPZ!! itz my honour to know all these great people, u know who u r.. u guys made a perfect impact in my life.. i appreciate ur presence, love n care for me.. muackz muackz..

33days.. lAst day at JLL

2008-08-13T07:55:00.000-07:00

cecillia n me! (shez next cubicle to me)

me at work

jackie at work

cecillia at work

the mug tt serves my needs of liquids in ofice haha esp milo shots

farewell gift to those few of u..

deone today back from work! *my legs arent tt thin la aiyo..*

hehe robin says my shoez v fierce.. fierce meh??

me at my workstation (ok ok itz Norz.. was mine for as long as i was workin to relief Nor until today hehe)

My last day at JLL.. for the 2nd tym.. haha but this tym for real coz i wanna break b4 gg manchester.. itz been a great tym in this dept.. i learnt alot more stuff than in finance for sure.. from the reports to the contract mgt docz n all.. the triggering n consolidating.. ensuring the accuracy of data.. all the statistics.. excel templates n all.. haha tt reminds me of tt 1 wierd excel file n which the calculati0ns dunt work.. haha i haf to use calculator all the tym.. the functions used wld gif u a zero althou the answer is in thousands haha.. n those words docz tt links wld NVR work n i had to retype the docz in a new file n all.. haha yes ttz the wierd desktop i was using.. i love my mac haha..

i guess i wld miz the feeling of wakin up early, draggin myself off the bed.. readin those lengthy n tonnes of emails tt flood me every mornin.. for me to take the respective actions.. haha tt cld take up half my mornin alrd.. o o o n my hot honey lemon tt i usually hAf in the mornin.. tt keeps me awake till lunch haha im juz a so not morning person honestly.. but i do admit i lik workin in JLL coz the ppl dere r really warm n all hehe.. even wo the interns n other temps.. the place althou less rowdy, is still warm.. o yes n i wld miz my snackin from start till end of work.. from chocoz to biscuits n wat nt.. n of coz my fruits hee like how tt huge cup of it kept my mouth busy the whole afternn.. o n my fav starfruit juice tt vivien intro-ed to me when my wisdom teeth really hurt tt tym.. i oso miz cecilliaz companion.. the frenly chattery one seated next to me.. haha n when shez nt ard i wld keep runnin the few steps to get her phone n press the door release button.. i wld miz runnin ard barefooted on the carpetted floor when i wear heels to work.. haha now tt im nt workin i doubt i wld wear heels man.. khin said b4 tt heels r addictive n u juz keep gettin higher each tym u wanna buy lol.. so now tt u r back in skool does tt statement still hold? haha i tink slippers rawk!! haha n no more OL look deone.. i wish i cld b back to the fbt wif overszed tee n slippers kinda thing rofl.. but no no no in uk i wld freeze to death in tt! haha.. i can imagine tt i wld b wrapped lik a dumpling as Janesh n shawnie said haha.. shawnie used to the weather can take the coldness but Janesh nt so i guess? n me.. i tink itz obvious haha.. n hy has been dere for a few yrs shez definitely used to the weather tt 20degrees is too warm! haha babe i wonder if i wld become lik this after the period in uk.. but wellz fortunately i love winter.. itz my fav season haha.. so i guess i wld learn to love ukz weather.. i hope i do.. i will miz all of u dere.. truly wld.. althou im totally anticipating my new social circle n all.. 我知道我的朋友会和星星一样，不一定看得见但会依然存在，一直在我身边无时无刻陪着我。。

anw back to my last day at JLL.. i aimed to complete all the reports before leaving as well as the handover back to Nor.. shez still as chirpy n cute as ever.. i dropped her an email as itz my last day n i wldnt see her back at work n she coincidentally was online so she replied haha.. yes Nor i will be GOOD in manchester haha~ alryts luckily i clean up my emails everyday, so itz all in folders alrd, so all i had to do was send the million n one emails to her, each attached wif the related emails tt haf been sent to me wo her in the loop.. i was so afraid smth wld b mised out tt i kept checkin b4 sendin out.. say im paranoid but the docz r super impt ok n once i leave n my email acc is deleted, we lose all the data n den oh no.. so yeapz..

den i started on cleaning up the SG SLA report n slides n other datasheets.. n den onto the handbook which i almost completed wif the exception of small bits tt i cldnt complete in tym as i was working on the savings thing.. but i did write where to get the researched data n all from.. so shldnt b a prob for Nor to fill in these small blanks.. i worked on these 2 reports until the end of the day.. den i cleared up all my personal stuff on the com.. esp those tt shld nvr b seen by others.. haha i tried my best to remove as such traces as possible in case sum1 chances upon some stuff lol

n for lunch today, we went to Mart Boulevard as i suggested haha coz dey all wanted me to decide.. so it was either josh n joeys nor MB n since i havent been to the latter, i chose it hehe.. the food wasnt too bad n the company was great.. i went wif vic, MX n robin.. cindy was on leave while HM alrd had appt as this lunch date was pretty last min.. hee these r all finance ppl instead of AM ppl tt lunched wif me.. in case u guys r wonderin, my dept farewell lunch has been postponed coz we wanted to haf Nor ard, so i will meet dem n further arrangements will b made when i go o corporate office to collect my visa.. anw let the picz do the talkin abt my lunch today!!

after lunch we went IP to get the opsite spray for vic.. she dint noe which was it coz in HK the packing was v diff hee.. n den we gOt our fruits n juices.. my big cup of mix fruits to let me snack the afternn away while tinkin n writin the report.. n den my starfruit juice to keep me as refreshed as ever hehe..

i had some paper work to settle b4 leaving office.. those clearance leaving docz haha.. so i left abt 7pm.. n got home pretty late.. but i was quite hungry today n had dinner 1st b4 doing anythin.. i went to takeaway from downstairs.. hee n now im actually abit hungry agn.. wierd me.. hmmmmmm haha.. i shall nt eat coz i alrd grew alot fatter at JLL.. haha tym to watch it.. itz lik i nvr ate so much, felt so hungry n snacked tt much when im studyin or on hols.. haha itz a WPS thing.. every1 tt worked dere b4 wld know.. SURE FAT.. unless lik Gerald's case..

anw yupz im off to tok to mummy n started pickin out stuff for the luggage n see if im missing anythin.. so yeapz til my next update.. derez definitely more picz for the 9 & 10 August entry.. n for this wkend's entries..

- darren is really spoilt by us.. cant help it.. so lovable!! haha darling darren i cant imagine wat u will b lik n how much u wld haf grown by dec08!! n worse next june!! goshh i wld miz the grow up process.. mich pls keep me updated wif words, chats n picz!!!

- my sat prog is packed.. no arranged gatherin for the NP pepz althou i haf to say i miz u guys lik totally!! as for sun.. we shall see how coz mich aint sure but i hope we can go ecp haha.. i need some sun man!

34days.. lunch wif soo hui

2008-08-12T09:48:00.000-07:00

early in the mornin today i went to make my visa.. the plc was closed ytd so i had to do it today.. i finally received the letter on sunday.. n itz too my surprise i got the certificate of acceptance on SUNDAY - i thot sunday no mail delivery.. hmm learnt smth new.. express mail from uk really pretty efficient ah.. i called dem up last mon n it really reached within a wk!! thx uni of manc law skool!!

i reached the place before 9am n the queue number was 42 alrd!! gosh i was onli served at 12nn.. dey even took my biometrics.. yea all 10 finger prints plus a photo.. haha n yea it was lunch wif soo hui..

we met 1pm at The Soup Spoon@RP.. wheeee yeapz let the picz do the tokin!!

Alryts after lunch i went back to office.. n UH OH soo hui forgot her pass which was wif me so i had to turn ard to pass back to her.. i reached back office at 230pm.. YES ITZ SUPER LATE!! Jackie alrd sent out the HK draft report. so yea i juz rushed out the SG one.. althou some data were still missin.. n yeapz i tried my best to do the handbook too..

Tomorrowz the last day.. lunch wif jackie.. n yeapz finish up the loose ends n all b4 passin back to Nor.. great to kNow shez recovered n back..

As for me.. after tmr i wld b back to having hols.. enjoyin the last 1mth in SG b4 uni life..

till den..

-klenn u r one of those frens i totally love.. yes FREN only.. but true enuf fren.. juz lik the clique n shawn n all.. hugzzzzz

36days.. the usual wkend company haha

2008-08-12T09:47:00.001-07:00

as picz are not wif me.. i shall do the full post soon... wait till den yea? dinner, movie, sg flyer n kbox all in one nyt!!

37days.. NDP

2008-08-12T08:59:00.000-07:00

hehe watched NDP wif klenn n mich today.. we were suppposed to wait for klenn to lunch tgt coz he was supposedly gg to work tt morn BUT haha the joke is.. in the end he dint go work n was the 1st to arrive.. smth cropped up so mich was late n i went to meet him 1st..the appt was 12nn n mich pushed to 2pm.. haha i fell back to slp after i woke up 10am when dere was a chg in appt tym.. so yeapz i woke up at 1230 tinkin "die late agn" haha who knows i wasnt! yay~ anw vene of meetin - suntec..

ok anw yeapz klenn was too hungry to wait for her so we snacked at mac while waiting.. n dunno wat made him suddenly say abt the spoilt for choice thing n i cldnt help but luff.. yes the link - spoilt for choice- all oso gd thus confused n dunno wat i wan so indecisive.. well done.. i turned it n used it on him instead wahahaha~ ok anw yes he insisted mich n i b more decisive tt day so we decided on NYDC (usualli klenn chooses n we follow lol) YUMMY mudpic, spud ni, barnyard salad n destinyz child pasta.. nO picz sry! haha we were too hungry i tink.. forgot to take picz..

n yupz off to the NDP.. we walked dere.. fr suntec to marina n to the platform.. wahaha we were seated in the blue sector.. n yeapz it was rainin hurhurhur.. till abt 7pm.. lucky it wasnt too heavy.. anw the picz say it all.. more picz to come.. when i get dem from klenn soon =)

after which we shopped a while n went home.. hee need the energy to survive sunday! haha n besides i had alot of calls to return so althou i was home early, i dint come online at all.. i juz spent tym on the phone haha.. sry if i returned ur calls late or havent done so.. i dint mean too i juz had too many calls haha.. im sry abt it ya? i personally hate ppl who dun return calls or dun even bother to sms back.. so if i dint return ur call i wld at least sms or msn u.. ttz thr least courtesy n treatment to my frenz yea? hehe i dun wan to dao or attitude any of u at all.. nt for the sweetness im covered wif by all of u =)

38days.. fishhead steamboat

2008-08-12T08:07:00.000-07:00

heyhiz im back.. im sry for the super late entries but i dint haf much to say for the past wk n besides the major content was private chattin.. u pepz mostly know abt yea? esp shane haha.. i tink his laptop oso stunn sia.. tio blue screen haha..

ok 1st things 1st.. thx for all my darling frenz concern for me, im totally alryt =) if dint reply ur smses over the past wk, im sry but i really cldnt bother to, reason i believe is obvious. n to those i haf been chattin in the phone wif haha sry if im quiet or anythin else u guys thot i was.. lik i told "dearme".. haha tt one sweet guy.. wif such guys lik him ard, downgradin a wierd guy fr fren to aquaintance aint too much of a prob to me.. n besides how cld i nt smile wif all those showers of TLC.. haha yeaa u r ryt, the TLC im gettin now covers everythin else so im still a happy gal.. i appreciate all of u guys n gals, all the sweetie pies for all the attn u haf given to me.. "you cant make the whole world love u but the least u can do is dun hate anyone" - love this statement, u were so ryt, totally! hatin sum1 or gettin upset is a waste of my tym n a tear added to those who love me.. n yes i dunt need the whole world to love me to survive coz all i need r true frenz lik all of u heart meltin souls.. thrown is behind, 1 fren less, 1 aquaintance more, smth new learnt n most imptly I CAN SEE MORE TLC from every1 of u lovely darlings..

i yay!!! im meetin shawn panda on wed.. movie n lunch.. honoured to get a day from ur tighty packed schedule.. full of dates i know.. haha.. ok ok both of us r simply full of crap.. as seen below.. omg ryt haha! shawn dun tease me, u know it best dunt u =)

alryts n Janesh sweets yes i owe u a chat on the phone n a date.. hope i can chat wif u ltr.. haha or nt tmr k? we haf such similar tinkin i know u wld understd me well n i dun needa say so much haha.. date mayb next wk? haha~

OK BACK TO MAIN TOPIC..

It was a usual Friday. Clarice had NUS rag n shez in the medical fac but but but sry pretty i had work i cldnt go support u.. n crys had date tt nyt so we cldnt meet up too.. but great to hear all went well n u enjoyed..

i asked mich for dinner coz i simply missed her company.. lik juz her n me.. it was gg to b a late dinner i know but i was willin to wait hehe.. but in the end my aunt n uncle n mr fab goh as well as darlin darren came too.. it has been ages since i ate wif dem all tgt at the same table.. so i dint mind, itz a great few hrs wif dem.. smth i wld miz in uk i know.. i lik the warmth to sittin tgt chattin n all.. i glad i haf such a lovin cousin n a dear cousin in law tt v teng me too.. thank god we all get along super well haha~ love u all.. *hugs*

this is us at dinner.. let the picz do the talking.. venue: beach rd.. food: fish head steamboat, fried pork, wu xiang, fu rong dan, n the yummy yam hehe.. i always feel pampered when we haf steamboat.. ok ok i know i alrd m spoilt n pampered by all of u who teng wo so much.. but really at a steamboat meal, ppl juz keep serving me n all.. i do my part to serve the rest too but ah it still feels pampered to be "served" coz if u guys know how i serve my bro.. haha.. yes u wld get the pic..

we ate till past midnyt.. mr fab goh left abit earlier thou coz of NDP prep he had to go back to the platform by midnyt, he onli had a short break for havin duty the prev nyt.. poor him.. really shag i can tell..

one more friday gone!! nth much really happened so sry for the short post..

anw next entry on the NDP!!

43days.. darren n tashy!!

2008-08-03T07:20:00.000-07:00

woooo!!! early morn.. thx to ur morn call.. i heard my alarm but ignored it forgettin i really had smth on haha.. n yes i tink i dun rmb pickin up ur 1st call too.. haha i rmb u told me u wld reach the plc at 8am.. so i was lik tinkin i muz leave home by 750 wahaha.. so i quickly showered, dressed n make up etc in a rush.. n juz when i was done.. mr kind soul called me n OMG he was at my hse downstairs alrd!!! i dint tell him to pick me n wasnt expectin it.. i was alrd holdin the car keys n abt to leave the hse.. thank u.. haha u prob fig i wasnt in an ideal state to b drivin at 8am ryt.. so yupz we were off to see baby darren at a baby event juz across the road from their house..

we went to the coffeshop nearby for breakfast.. my ice milo as usual.. mich n him had duck porridge while mr goh had his noodles.. the guys shared a carrot cake n as usual agn i dun take breakfast usualli so i dint eat..

after the event, we went back to mr gohz plc to get ready for the next appt.. lunch wif tashy n aunties 1pm @ vivo marche.. darren n mich had a shower n after packin etc it was pretty late.. as usual, we were late agn haha but tash was on tym, luckily i told my bro to go wif the rest 1st so she dint haf to wait alone.. if i dint rmb wrongly, we reached at abt 130pm.. mich n mr goh went to pick my aunt n i followed him so yeapz we reached a bit earlier den dem.. lunch was great.. 12ppl includin the baby.. woooooo been a long tym since we had a family gathering.. as for him ok la.. godfather of darren n we all know him so he wasnt extra.. i cant rmb wat tym we left marche but it was a great tym dere catchin up wif tashy althou she was done eatin b4 i even started haha.. oh n alicia IE called =) i got to chat wif her for a while.. gosh i miz tt chiry lovely lively voice of my hot aunty!! yes she is a funky hot mummy!! take my word for it alryt!! she hotter den me n tashy n mich i tink wahaha but steffy shld b as hot as ever too..

we split ways after tt.. gosh tashy i dunt know when i can get to see u agn.. hope when u return to SG for hols, i wld b back in SG for a break as well.. hope to see steffy, keiran, alicia IE n uncle keith as well.. we really needa catch up..

as tashy loves durian n she is definitely absolutely deprived of it in aussie, my mum n aunties decided to bring her to buy some.. hehe.. mich, mr goh me, him n jenn IE went to shop.. mich needed to go mothercare to get stuff for darren.. he got 6 new rompers n a pair of new non walkin shoes.. n to la senza to replenish supplies while the 2 poor guys waited at a seatin area n self entertain wif lappy n wat nt.. lappy even wen batt flat (coz sum1 dint chrg nt coz we shop v long..) haha.. den we headed to ben n jerryz for ice cream.. it was alrd abt 630 by den.. we had a merlionster of coffee, vanilla, cookie dough, brownie cheesecake, NY super chunk, n i cant rmb the last flavour.. haha.. n gosh was it messy.. darren was drinkin milk while we were havin ice cream, den he threw up some milk after tt n pushed over a cup of water.. drenchin michz dress n his pants haha.. so yes we tried to clean up abit n darren had a chg of clothes..

lastly before we ended the day, he wanted to take picz as usual so yupz we went to the outside area of vivo for some photo takin.. he made me pose for him la.. n nt forgettin some picz of the sweet family of 3 haha.. den darren was slpy n mich was tired so dey left 1st, leavin me n him to stone dere n chat abit.. apparently he wanted to take more picz wif a diff sky colour rofl.. so yeapz we were dere till 8plus n we walked ard a wee bit n headed to the carpark.. n rofl as usual he wanted to top up cashcard.. so we had to walk pretty far haha.. he told me to wait for him at the car but see lucky i acc u to walk ryt..

n so yupz i started bloggin for ytd n today once i reached home while he was off to meet his darling bf haha.. n now while im closin this entry, he is still out havin supper.. eh eh eh i thot sum1 dietin?? haha ok la nvr eat dinner ryt? me too ma.. i nvr eat breakfast n u did lo! haha~

-yes yes yes see even mich oso say u bully me.. haha but ok ok still haf a sweeter n more carin side.. thx thx.. n see today i dint leave anythin behind in ur car!! haha yay.. but i cant imagine if i did rofl.. the onli thing i bought n cld haf left behind was............. rofl.. n n n go easy on ur sis k, tmr u wun get to see her at home alrd.. now u can see wat tym she came home but she stay hall u cant "watch" her anymore.. perhaps the more u say her the worse it is.. chill ok.. relax ah..

*picz for today will b up soon i hope.. waitin for sum1 to send to me.. ok i tink too big to send.. to burn cd n pass to me.. so mayb tues? haha if we both get out of office durin lunch..

*真的我不配。dun tink too much of it..

44days..The Mummy wif NP clique!!

2008-08-03T06:00:00.000-07:00

Saturday niught date wif the usual clique again.. this tym was a movie n dinner.. we all agreed on The Mummy =) 615 at cineleisure was the arrangement.. was supposed to b at PS but somehow dere was a chg in plans but all were alryt wif it anw..

so before meetin dem, i went takashimaya to shop wif mummy.. i had taka voucher so we decided to go dere.. find nice pretty heels n some other stuff.. but gosh haha for the kind of heels i wanted, it onli came in 5inch!! i wld totally kill me to wear tt n i wld b 12.5cm taller den my normal height.. haha ok yes Janesh i know u wld still b taller den me BUT BUT BUT lik u said itz OMG haha~

i was the 1st to reach cine afterall.. i thot i wld b late coz i was shoppin but yay i dint get carried away.. so yeapz juz nice jason called me the moment i stepped into cine haha.. dey wanted to haf dinner at the HK cafe so yeapz i went to queue for seats as it was full housed as usuall pretty popular choice i guess.. n gosh joanne n jud cldnt make it for dinner in the end.. so i was the onli gal dere.. listenin to the 3 guys talk abt NS life.. haha n denny, nt yet in tt category was pretty bored n lost as well.. both of us juz dazed, quietly finished our food n all.. the only thing i registered while we were eatin was tt sum1 comment roche ate super slow tt day.. so roche said "last wk i eat fast u say.. this wk i eat slow u oso say, i might as well dun eat better!!" n i said "nt a bad choice.." haha~ n yes the guys look way fitter now.. dennyz turn soon!! haha.. enlistin juz 1 day b4 my flight while jason, roche n junan wld POP 4 days b4 i leave SG.. Ben was MIA today coz of food poisonin tt affected abt half of his camp.. he even had an early book out (MC).. he was out on thursday!! hope he is beta now..

This is my fav drink - Hot Honey Lemon when my throat aint gd.. n 3 of us ordered the porkchop baked spagetti.. haha wat a united choice of main course.. junan was sick n dint haf appetite for it.. denny tried smth else.. perhaps a less fattenin n healthier choice to this dear guy who has really lost alot of weight n is tryin to become fitter.. healthy life style!!

The group of us.. 5 for dinner.. 2 gals MIA..

we ate popcorns wif coke n wat nt durin the movie.. im nt a movie spoiler so i shant comment abt the movie but it ended abt 9plus n junan was off to double O to meet his frenz.. jason n roche went too coz dey said itz a gd way to keep demselves sane while in NS haha.. Denny dint go ask he was supposed to haf a "date" n was waitin for sum1z call haha..

the 3 gals juz wanted to chill but dint wanna stay out tt late n we were too tired to club anw.. so jud sugg acid bar.. but but but.. the 2 of dem dint haf dinner yet n cldnt drink.. i dunt wanna see dem puke man.. once last wk was enuf! so we ended up n NYDC so dey cld grab a bite.. denny came to join us shortly while waitin for the call..

we spent lik 3plus hrs at NYDC Heeren!!! OMG.. yes jud. jo, me n den.. we chatted abt a hell load of things n it seemed lik we were havin a neverendin updating session!! Jo told us abt XXX n abt her NTU camps n wat nt.. i mentioned abt some recent issues.. jud too.. n denny onli spoke a bit.. whoops seems lik we heard alot of things we shldnt arh..

anw the followin r 2 random picz while waitin to draw money haha.. more picz wif joanne!! send me pretty!!

Joanne n me!!!!! enjoy ur NTU life!! great to hear tt u enjoyed the camps althou to a ceratin extent things might haf been a bit out of control haha~ a pity to target ryt.. dun wry.. SOON WILL HAVE!! n ah u alrd got ur fare share.. too many will confuse sia!

Judette n me!! congrats for the resignation n earlier skool commencement date!!! may u love the course tt u choose!! haha~ n yes dun tink so much abt meetin the guys haha YES SOME DAY it will b ur turn agn, u juz had ur share of it too?? wahaha.. n yea guys fr psychology.. dun judge man mayb really lik wat denny said!! wahahaha we nvr nvr know..

Then the following wld be about us at NYDC alrd..

the 3 of us.. it will b down to you 2 soon.. den when Ms popular joanne gets all absorbed by NTU Hall 9.. wahaha hope jud wld b super occupied wif ur new life wif James Cook Uni!!

The Band Aid mudpie.. supersinful ryt denny n joanne?? comgrats gal for losing 2kg!! woo hoo~ jia you!!

All 4 of us.. looks so wierd.. jo n ju.. me n denny.. i juz cldnt lean towards n the gals n leave denny alone haha~

i left at 130am when you came to pick me.. i was surprised tt u wld b out so late.. n it was so sweet of u.. esp when u were at clementi which is so near ur hse but u came to get me.. *felt* haha if u dint come get me i tink i wldnt b able to wake up at 7am man.. i prob wldnt slp the whole nyt!! haha althou yes i slpt at 4am eventually but beta den none ryt? =)

ok la yes yes u do bully me all the tym but on the other hand u also v teng wo.. i know i know.. haha juz 2 diff extremes la huh juz for fun~ or nt life v monotone.. n if one day u stop bullyin me i wld b scared.. smth muz b wrong wif u wahahaha!!!

45days.. heart drops..

2008-08-01T09:17:00.000-07:00

the 1st thing my mum told me in the morning really stunned me.. i was lik OMG!! jackie was on leave today so i dint haf to go to work.. n planned to go make my visa.. BUT MUMMY BROUGHT MY CERTIFIED LETTER OF ACCEPTANCE FR UNI OF MANC N LOST IT!!! gosh~ i cant get my visa approved wo the original.. we spent a few hrs diggin the drawers n files n all.. but to no avail.. oh wellz so i had to call the law office to ask dem to send me another copy.. BUT the office closed alrd.. o wellz looks lik i gotta wait for monday.. i oso prepared the other documents n proofs tt the visa application required.. itz crazy-the app form is 16pgs long!! anw.. shall call dem agn on mon n hope the express mail is fast enuf..

then i went compass pt wif mummy to go to the bank to get some stuff done.. den to vivo to get some winter stuff.. but i wld still haf to get more stuff tmr.. n start diggin my wardrobe to see wat i wanna bring b4 mummy nags me to agn..

it was a pretty long day.. nt eventful at all.. in fact a pretty heart dropping day heh.. to haf such a start.. n the fact tt sum1 has been pretty cold n MIAed suddenly dint help either.. bleah.. i wish i had YR n YJ companion as usual, to hear wat i haf to say from the happy stuff to the latest updates.. the weights n fear n everythin else..

- to you: watz wrong? juz shoot it.. dun MIA, b cold or wat nt.. itz the WORST kind of reply coz derez too many possibilities for me to guess.. SPELL IT OUT.. drop the suspense n all..

n to another u: dun overwk k? take care ah.. u lik ren jian zheng fa alrd.. dun learn fr me n skip meals.. i know u will say u diff coz u no gastric but arh LT lik tt will get gastric de!!

*Wellz i barely ate today.. i really dun haf the mood.. at all.. coz derez so many things on my mind now.. lik totally.. help!! deone needs the solution.. the antidote.. n wat nt..*

46days.. last day for the interns..

2008-07-31T06:46:00.000-07:00

The farewell card from YR.. so sweet of her to spend the effort to make 1 for every1 of us.. u stayed up late coz of tt ryt?! -touched- haha too bad ure nt a guy YR rofl.. i will keep it well =) *u said im thoughtful well so r u..* - u said im sweet haha thx for the compliment, i wish ********* wld tink so too.. but i guess nt rofl.. coz im sweet to the wrong ppl ryt..*

our pretty ah jiao..

our ever so cheerful xiaorongnu..

the joke himself.. ah soh..

The grp photo is in RZ's camera so till i get it fr him =)

The following will me me for today.. n gosh i realized i wore white n black the whole wk!!!!!

Itz the interns last day at work haha.. all the farewells n cards n wat nt.. YR dun wry i wun b missin u.. coz u r completely WITHIN reach haha.. n the rest of u.. i know u guyz r all juz a call away =) but i shall leave ah jiao more tym for her dates haha so wun b disturbin her much.. YR next tym when we need companion can call each other.. 5mins onli!!! haha anytym ya gal~ since both of us r "no strings attached" haha we will b more available..

n ask said we need to haf more meet upz b4 i go uk.. itz seriously gettin so so close to the flight i feel very she bu de.. she bu de wat, i tink u all know la ryt.. how ironic im anxious to leave but cant bear to n im contradicting by sayin i wanna know but im scared to tt kinda thing rofl.. dese few days deone abit emo in office ryt? haha startin to feel it alrd!! ahhhhh~ haha.. ok ok anw YES we MUZ MUZ MUZ meet up more.. but scared ah jiao got too many dates lei.. we 8 ppl ding bu guo her 1 date tt tym.. now we onli 3 ppl ping she me ding?? haha :x

anw im gg to b so so lonely now.. no more gal talk in office.. no more IMing.. no more mass chattin durin office unless of coz we msn haha.. n no one to greet me wif the ultra cheerful smile at my carpark! no ah jiao tt drinks so "hard core" milo to make me feel guilty abt the shots of sugar rushes.. no more mr rz to let us bully n let me suan! no more sittin at the bench n on the floor to chill n stuff.. OMG OMG OMG wat is my JLL life wo all of u?!?! haha NO ONE TO COUNTDOWN WIF ANYMORE!!!

haha after u gals read the email this morn, u gals feel tt im pretty silly ryt? haha lame n crap n all.. i dunt even know if the content is relevant n suitable.. wat do u gals tink?? haha yea can sms me la.. somethings nt to b tagged rofl.. coz we nvr know who is reading wahahah~

3ppl 3opinions.. letz see whoz ryt!!! HOPEFULLY SOON WE WILL KNOW.. tym will tell us the ans.. muahahaha..

anw back home im sittin here lookin thru picz as im gg to the photoshop soon to develop picz for my album.. the photos cover memories of quite a few mths.. sweet pretty memories.. i love photos for they realli let me feel my memories n nt juz rmb dem.. keepin selective ones in albums is a must for me haha coz i lik the feelin to flipping thru it.. cant wait to see the scrapbk of darren too mich pls start sooooooon!!! haha however i realized i dun really hAf picz wif sum1.. haha we shld meet soon so we can take some den when i go manc i can view it when i miz u haha coz ur uploaded pizc r v few n pretty nt up to date.. dun let us lose contact despite ur bz schedule pls.. by heart n soul i will rmb u n miz u n u know it.. dun torture me yea.. muahahahaha~

YR n YJ next tym we meet i tink we wld haf loads to catch up wif man.. same wif the gals upstairs.. managed to catch clarice on msn ytd n wahahahahahaha hell loads of updates yea?? at least my insecurities r reassured by u gals.. really appreciate it.. n Janesh.. u r ryt i needa haf more self confidence!! lawyers needa be abit ego somehow somewhere n nt lik deone ryt.. always sayin wat if this n tt.. n lik to YR n YJ - "deone how can u no confidence when u r lik tt.." pretties.. haha ni men tai gao gu wo le.. coz i believe nth we can b 100% sure abt.. dun wan to haf high hopes coz dun wanna fall hard.. coz u know when u rarely drop, drop once will hurt tonnes.. rofl.. ttz y deone will nvr haf absolute confidence in anythin =) but in this case im glad u guys r givin me the support to make me more confident..

Janesh!!! omg omg omg omg omg i dunno wat a date wif u will b lik man.. haha our preferences n tinkin is so freakily similar!!! nvm at least we know when we r in manc, we haf sum1 to turn to who will understd.. wahahahah 6wks more.. 1 wk twice too much!! i go manc will see u for 3yrs!! haha.. n i dunt haF tt much tym to split ard.. i owe alot of ppl dates alrd.. althou im hopin for a date which i told u juz now.. haha.. o n i can imagine the 14hr flight wif u man.. we r leaving on the midnyt of mooncake festival.. dun forget arh sum1 say wan bring mooncake up to celebrate! rofl i tink i will bring for my fren in manc thou.. hope it getz across e customs..

anw gosh dere r so so many nice movies out!!!!!! i wanna watch!!!!!!! the mummy, x-files, n prom night.. as for the up n comin i wanna watch meet dave n the love guru (reminds me of shane).. haha o o o n my dear mummy wans me to watch money nt enuf wif her.. woooooohoooo so much to do!! one movie to RZ n one movie to panda n one movie to Janesh.. prob need 1 wif the gals.. 1 wif the JLL interns.. n 1 wif the NP ppz (the mummy on sat nyt if all goes well).. haha this is the min target i muz satisfy for my date list b4 gg uk.. if i get the date im hopin for den itz a bonus n i will see wat to do abt it den rofl.. o o o n candy!!! when r free??? haha ok to all those who i owe a date to n ur names ur nt up do bug me!! im so sry but sumtyms deone juz slips it off her mind yea..

n YAY this sunday meetin tashy at vivo for lunch wif the rest of the family.. wahaha itz been a long tym since we had such a family gatherin n let alone wif tashy.. if onli the whole wilsonz family was here thou.. i will enjoy this wkend.. i know i will lik totally!!

-klenn pls arh ur personal msg arh haha.. of all the things y wonder wat it feels lik to a substitute? we all know itz a terrible thing.. n wldnt wanna experience it.. so i tink all u haf to do is nt let urself b one.. rather den wonderin wat it feels lik!! silly la u..

*i wish i was warmer.. wishin i was nvr so cold.. wishin i was so silly.. wishin tt it dint take me this long haha~ i wish i was a better fren to all of u.. i promise im gg to b loads beta.. tym has taught me abt it.. hor YR n YJ.. haha.. so fast u gals r gone.. nt tt i dint appreciate ur presence enuf but u gals get the idea, if u read it correctly.. haha.. i muz make sure everyday i maxed!! to b super happy.. forget all the heavy things n juz dump all aside coz somethings r beyond control.. haha onli tym is the answer to it =)

-ni wen wo zui bu she de she me, zui xiang de shi she me.. ni wen wo, wo men jiu zhi shi peng you ma? ni wen wo zhen de zhi shi ping yi ge peng you de shen fen qu xiang ni, zhen de zhi shi peng you yu peng you ma? haha wo ye xiang zhi dao da an.. wo bu xiang qu cai.. da an dao di shi she me??? deng ni ken gen wo shuo hua de shi hou, wo xiang wo you da an le.. ni xiang zhi dao da an jiu jing kuai chu xian ba.. to miz u as a fren to fren? to know if i really do miz u? to know wat i cant bear most? to know all the answers to all ur qns.. u juz haf to speak up.. i haf the ans now.. mayb u r tinkin abt ur ans.. mayb u wld rather leave everythin unknown.. but at least.. haha i tink by maintaining constant contact is the minimum!! coz we both know.. in the next 46days.. how much more tym do we haf to enjoy n b happy abt?? i guess we will be the happiest over the next 46days.. when we draw a conclusion on the answers.. hope u r readin this.. =) but yes i know u haf been pretty bz coz i noticed u dint come online.. so i shant sms or call u either coz i know u will do so when u r free.. as to when u r free.. itz always soon but indefinite kinda soon.. haha which almost nvr ever comes.. i wish it doesnt haf to b so indefinite all the tym..

47days.. chatting n more of it!

2008-07-30T05:23:00.000-07:00

The muffin is wat RZ bought for us as itz his last day of internship ( well he wld b in tmr but for the morn onli).. YUMMY! haha mine was a pink one.. derez yellow too but as usual the link is deone n pink..

n yeapz im beta today.. thx to all of u for ur care n concern.. my throat is still a bit sore n im still sniffin btu managable.. sum frenz were teasin me im lack of concern from a special one in my life coz he dun exist.. wahahaha~ love is the best medicine ur head la!

n abt ytdz post wahaha v suggestive ryt?? aiya u all dun tink so much.. itz really very simple only.. nth to do wif any guy 1-infinity tt u guys r tinkin of!! so dun sms me askin who tt special guy is haha.. GOT IT ALL WRONG!!

alryts back to main stuff.. we gals really chatted alot today.. haha somehow i tink in office we were too bz to chat tt we said so much over lunch n after work we even went PS for a while tgt.. YR n YJ wanted to get farewell stuff etc.. so yepz i acc dem coz i felt i had nth much to do anw n it was gd to haf a gals talk wif dem, afterall tmr is their last day of intership alrd.. *oh no!* haha YR is still confused abt some stuff coz info overload.. i hear n say until blur blur too haha i tink gals r complicated.. YJ was all earz for everythin haha~ n yea i love sayin things off my mind n heart coz it makes me more relaxed etc.. more heads more opinions, more views yet more confusin? haha but gals r juz lik tt.. we rather say it out somehow..

anw YR brought her mini plant back as her internship has reached the end n she wishes to continue to watch it grow.. itz her baby.. nt long ago brigid gave her baby leaves n now it has grown quite a bit alrd.. so yup the pic above shows the plant which is her baby.. YJ is gg back to JB for the remainin hols.. RZ plans to slack n me? i of coz will continue to cover Norz duties till shez back.. speakin of her, i wonder how is she gettin on.. i hope shez gettin well.. wo infections n fever n so on.. shall try to contact her tmr =)

we had lunch tgt today. yes rz yr n yj were my lunch dates as usual.. last lunch wif rz coz he has dept lunch tmr n needs to go back to NUS to meet his prof.. but itz alryt!! we can still meet up after tt.. wif khin n duong too!! tmr lunch wld onli haf us the 3 gals.. dey cant decide where dey wanna go tt dey haven been b4.. too many choices?? haha i guess so.. we shall discuss more when we countdown tmr..

- you know who you are.. i wonder if it got to you.. i wonder n ponder abt everythin.. haha.. tell me im tinkin too much.. tell me RZ, YR n YJ.. to relax n all haha lik u always do..my last few hrs of work wif u will b over soon.. dun evaporate arh, remind me of ur presence my frenz.. nt tt i wld forget u, but at least it gives me a reassurance tt the frenship is progressin n nt fadin!! i wld do my part to drop msgs n wat nt.. but it needs to b mutual =) u read it ryt, u get it ryt!!

*my aunt bought my choco mocha wif whipped cream at work today.. haha she obviously forgot im sick i drink tt.. caffine nt on my tummy.. choco nt for my throat n ice doesnt help my cough.. whipped cream? haha i nvr eat tt.. haha but i appreciate it coz itz one of my liked drinks when im nt sick.. so yeapz.. to keep my tummy filled n feel less nausea, i stole some of it nevertheless..

48days.. confused..

2008-07-29T05:22:00.000-07:00

*i tink the colour of my clothes describes my mood today? at least ttz wat my frenz usualli say*

natasha shld reach sg today but i dunt know wat tym is her flight.. hmm still waitin for her to contact me hee.. itz been almost a yr since i last saw her at michz wedding.. wonder wat shez lik now.. (o yes for those who dunt know who she is, shez my cousin, a yr older den me n lives in australia as her whole family migrated. yes shez mixed blood.) call me soon!!! i will get u ur fav durian!! haha~ n bring u to shop.. =) but im workin everyday this wk.. so the best tym is dinner or the wkends.. wish ure stayin a little longer..

anw abt me.. i guess im beta juz still yet to b perfectly fine haha.. ok yea it was as usual a boring day at work.. wif loads of documents to verify n updatin of the system info.. yj dint come today as she had some family matters to attend to.. sok wan left alrd.. so it was juz down to rz yr n me.. rz had lunch appt leaving the 2 gals for lunch hehe.. gosh we gals can really tok.. fr this topic to tt n back here n we hit a specific topic somehow haha where yr shared her story n dilemma.. it made me spill the beans too wahahaha shez in a dilemma while im confused!!!

i shant say wat the issue is abt.. but itz smth tt has been on my mind for while now.. shane n jason wld know.. roche more or less.. jo n jud a wee bit.. haha the gals upstairs know almost every bit except the latest updates as we havent met.. rz khin n duong kinda know parts to it.. n now yr.. haha i tink i told her almost 100% alrd.. wahaha.. we spent almost an hr at my void deck chattin today after work.. we took the train back tgt n i spent the whole time fillin her in.. haha she was lik TRIGGER IT NOW haha den triggerin muz haf deadline.. the DEADLINE IS 30 july, the 47th day fr ur flight!! wahahaha gal.. u know wat.. mayb i really shld ah.. rather den being confused by everythin rofl.. i was tellin yr tt i shld trigger on the day of my flight but well yr n the rest who know said otherwise haha.. so yes i shld rethink my triggerin date arh rofl.. yr feels more anxious den me sia.. so cute la u.. yes true tt i wld haf the guts to trigger it this moment but is it really the best tym to do so? i spent the last 2 hrs of work lookin thru tt 1000word thing wif the thot runnin thru my mind.. every1z giving me the confidence tt i shld trigger imd.. haha so wellz.. now tt im home.. had dinner.. pretty chilled abt it except still confused.. i tink i shld heed u guyz's advice n trigger it now.. i tink i really really shld....................

ok triggered.. wish me the luck ppl!! haha yr, tell me i did the right thing.. tell me i wldnt regret.. tell me the ans is wat i wanna hear.. tell me that the trigger was nt ignored n dumped into the bin.. tell me tt it will b read!! n erm haha now im abit scared.. lik how wld the result n all b?? pls dun make me regret the triggerin.. YR YR YR YR YR!!! ahhhhhhhhhh~ i really did it haha omg.. this gal is so cute.. the moment we split ways, she smsed me "Girl! Mai tu liao! Time is precious! Trigger!!".. haha sounds lik shez the dang ju zhe.. n i was confused but still cool abt it lik a pang guan zhe.. rofl.. gal u know wat haha my wallpaper keeps showin me tt same pic lar.. my macbk is tellin me smth ryt haha.. wahahahahahaha! gal die die die die die liaoz la.. rofl u tmr see me i sure blurblur de lor..

*sry to disturb u at work today.. hehe i juz missed u ttz all.. but see at least i dint call u.. juz sms onli..

-pls tell me i did the ryt thing.. n gif me a conclusion i hope.. i dun lik the kept in suspense feelin.. dunt make me hate myself n make me feel really dumb.. =) well derez smth tt i wish to see n miz more den tashy.. hmm haha~u all know..

49days.. MC

2008-07-28T06:04:00.000-07:00

bleahz the alarm woke me up today n i was abt to go wash up when mummy came in n told me to take mc today.. yes i agree im nt in the perfect state for work but i felt bad to mc when dey were shorthanded n the report is gg to b due.. but wat mum said is true, "knowing u, even if u r dere today itz nt productive, when u r well u can effortlessly double up the work done so juz take a day off n work on it when u r beta.."so yes i took MC today.. i was feeling really dreadly sick today honestly.. if i dragged myself to work i know itz self torture.. i continued to slp in till 3plus in the afternoon.. my throat was killin me.. i was shiverin.. n i was dizzy. all was a blur haha~ o yes n my gastric pain was worse too..

so i washed up n all n mummy told me to see a doc.. OMG dr cheongz clinic was so so packed.. the currently being served queue number was 16 (juz went into the room) and mine was 33 if i took a number.. the estimated waitin tym given was 2-2.5hrs.. haha i knew i cldnt wait tt long so i went to silver cross, my other family doctor.. well i haf been seeing dr cheong since i was 5yrs old but this new clinic opened when i was in sec skool n i sort of went dere more often now coz the queue is shorter n the prescriptions seem more effective.. i was juz lazy to walk all the way dere.. lik a 15min walk aint far but nt when allz a blur to me.. so yeapz i decided to drive dere (mummy was bz).. haha but when she saw me take the car keys she decided to take me dere instead coz she knew i wasnt exactly in a v appropriate state to drive wahahah~

alryt the queue had juz 2ppl before me.. itz tonnes beta haha.. n the doc was lik, "o deone i havent seen u in a long tym! but ttz gd news.. so watz up wif u today?" haha yes indeed i really havent been this sick in ages.. lik months.. fever, flu, throat infection, gastric n wat nt.. all at 1 go keke.. so i was given antibiotics, cough mixtures n loads of other tablets..

i went home, tried to eat but seriously had to appetite too so i juz snacked on mini cheese tarts n had my medication, den i dozed off on the sofa almost instantly, waking up nt long ago..

now tt im bloggin sure says 1 thing.. IM LOADS BETA!! haha the medication was of a strong dosage i admit but well at least it makes me tones beta! i can talk abit beta now n my voice is back!! haha i know by tmr morn i will b TOTALLY FINE! yay~ 1 day of rest is enuf n all tt i need, im gg to b back at work n all by tmr..

as such dere obviously aint no pics for today so yeapz.. till my next entry pepz!!

-gosh 3 more workin days wif the interns im gg to feel so lonely in JLL wo dem..

*hopin u wld b free soon*

50days.. SIANZ

2008-07-27T09:35:00.000-07:00

it was a super sianz day.. coz i dint slp well.. the gastric burns r killin.. i even puked in the middle of the night.. haha.. how to haf a gd day ryt?

我只记得我表姐夫（fabian）的来电让我醒来。。晚上约了他们吃晚餐，我们打算去ida表姐的新局。。挂了电话，我打给了mr kccs，聊了大概半个小时，参了，他听出了我那个沙哑的声音，我的喉咙真的有那么参吗？算了。。

梳洗了之后，我就开了电脑，把昨天的照片看了一遍，在放上 facebk 和 blog。。时间很快的过了，我还没有做完这一切，fabian 就打来了。。他要来接我了，我就很匆忙的把所有的一切放下，去预备出门。。

我今天还真是没什么心情应酬身边得人。。对不起哦。。在fabian的车上，他突然说，“hey deone, can i ask u a qn on a pretty personal tone? ” 我当然点头了。。其实，我早料到他会这么问我。不过我很清楚自己的答案，shane他们肯定知道。。哈哈。。

我们先去了他的家，burn his mp3。。然后在与mich 和 mr kccs 汇合。。去了ida的家，吃了一点，逗留了一会儿就回了。。

从到家到现在，就一直在点脑前。。做完了下无没完成的事。。

好了，明慧累了，头还是很晕。。不过也有点饿了。。哈哈还是先找东西吃吧！！！

就此搁笔了。。晚安！！！

－我想你，希望很快有机会见到你。。

＊对不起，今天我没照片与大家分享。。下次吧！！！