time flies. so fast.

I chanced upon my own blogspot blog again after 2 years while cleaning up my facebook information.. like wow my last post was 2 years ago. that was when i survived year 1. and now here i am, just had my last exam paper of final yr in university.

I'm thankful for everyone that has made to my awesome life and memory, thanks for being part of it, thanks for being there, thanks for the support, the help, the friendships, the care and everything else that i could just go on endlessly..

Making a short trip home in a few hours, to transport things home already.. n then back again for a long graduation trip, rather a few put together.. I miss living in Singapore, after 3 years, I still say no where's better than home sweet home, no matter how fun it may be with my friends away from home, it will never fail to leave me times that i really wish teleporting was for real, so i could stay with my family and friends in sg yet study here in UK. No matter how much i get to fly home for holidays it just doesnt feel the same cos i know i have a return flight away from home for school. W3 is a fabulous apartment, just except every night i lie on the bed, i wish i saw that square room i grew up sleeping in, the ceiling with that hook for my sarong when i was a baby, my sateen cotton bedsheets, my ultra comfy bed, and the fact that i dont have to worry about what to wear when i go out cos the weather is always warm.

I miss waking up to my family, i miss trixie, i feel alone here without them, although i know my friends are here with me. My convocation is weeks away and im glad for that, i can finally go back home for good, n no more LDR too. I chose to come here to read law, i never regretted that, but it doesnt take away the fact that i want to be home more than anywhere else.

Peishan is accompanying me to the airport later, i really appreciate that so much, especially since my flight is early morning and she still has a paper to go. Im sorry to trouble you, present or a treat yea?

Bambang facebk inboxed me yesterday, im glad for Chen, he is so sweet and loving, those words made me smile when i was stressed with summarizing work for my last exam paper. I hope you guys survive the LDR, hang in there! I will try my best to make Chen feel "not alone"..

Quite a few of my frens are engaged, getting married or in the process of fixing up whats needed for it, congratulations to all of you, blessed wishes!

To those i have not met or spoken to in a long while, in a few months u can find me alot more easily already! esp since im no longer on msn n i have limited ppl on skype.. well you can find me on whatsapp though! n facebook.. i miss Candy, Angeline..... ok you know who you are so let's fix up some dates!

Yay to seeing mummy n daddy in less than 24hours! Im not that close to my bro but i miss his presence, how he bangs the doors really loudly or has the tv at a volume i get a headache, it just feels weird without those hehs..

I dont want any fancy food this trip ok darling? i know you spoil me that way but im craving for deer hor fun etc!! ok maybe crabs n prawns hehe.. think about what's for the 1st feeding session! im gonna starve on the plane cos i nvr like plane food~

lotsa love, ME

1 JUNE 2009!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yes it marks my final exam paper of yr1 in manchie!!!!!

soon soon my paper will b completed.. juz 2 essay qns to go deone~

my hols r finally here, yea i mean FINALLY coz i can b bac in sg wo having to b studyin over my stay.. n derez so much to look forward to this summer.. my internships, trips, meet upz n all.. i wanna be in sg RIGHT NOW haha~ 

the count down starts once again!!!!! u will all see me soon my darlings.. my blog has been awakened for a coma.. n over the hols i bet derez so much more to update!!! wheeeeeeeeeeee~~~

wish my gd luck n all the best for the paper tmr! xx

"he is juz not tt into u" nyt

wheeeeeeeee 1st wk of sem2 is over! n itz frday once more.. tym for a bit of lettin loose!!!!!

met citra n ben. chen n bambang. carolyn wasnt the onli light bulb coz dere was me.. n of coz citra's fren, a coursemate.. a sweet pretty korean gal tt i dunt know how to spell her name.. im sry babe~

we cldnt decided where to go for dinner so carol, chen, bambang n me were waitin for the two in primark.. yes we were hidin from the cold outside.. apparently it was abt below zero haha we werent v well prepared for such weather.. n much to our "amusemt".. a grp of 5 ppl dashed towards our direction when we were chattin.. i made way for dem n turned ard to have a closer look onli to realize tt 1 young gals were caught for shopliftin.. gosh dey looked so young.. lik perhaps at most 12 or 13 yrs old.. gdness.. tt was scary man..

anw after which we went zizzi for dinner.. it was random lik we saw it from across the rd while walkin to wagamama.. when i said "ooo zizzi i rmb erica said itz nt bad.." n so we decided to chg destination n headed dere!! a sinful dinner of pasta for me.. n rice n pizza for 2 others.. n of coz the sweet desserts to keep out smiles!

finished dinner juz in tym to catch the movie at odeon! my 1st movie dere in fact.. i always go to AMC.. haha n to my surprise, the theatre was so so crowded.. i nvr seen the cinema tt crowded in manchie b4, itz always so empty! so this round we had to split up n sit separately.. i sat wif carolyn.. n we kept luffin n luffin n luffin it was ultimate man.. n carol kept askin if i was alryt haha! "he is juz nt tt into u" - dear frenz catch it for a gd luff.. i tink itz a pretty gals kinda movie thou.. dunt tink the guys wld wanna catch tt as much..

ended ard 11plus.. was supposed to head to vic hall to talk to glen abt accomodation stuff.. but chen was havin headache n i dint wanna go out so late coz i dint wanna end up nt bein able to get hm or to b freezin all the way home in the middle of the nyt.. so glen agreed to come over to weston where we all met at carolyn's room.. we had a gd luff talkin rubbish while awaitin glen's arrival.. waitin to pick him up fr downstairs as he is still lost by the weston maze of cores n doors lol.. we had our nectarine peaches.. wif snacks lik mars rolls n wat nt.. but i woke up if a sore throat today.. Rarrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

anw.. yupz one borin sat.. im glad chen n carol made up their minds, dun worry abt glen n me!

loong came over for a chat n to see my wound - unknown cause.. but i juz skin peeled n there is pus.. lik argh! hate it.. but yea thx for the spray i dunt know where mine is haha! i cant wear jeans or leggings nw coz it makes it worse as i tried over the past 2days.. so i went for dinner at pacific in shorts wo leggins! lol but it was bearable, luckily nt at -4degrees lik last nyt so yup~ n of coz i used 1 heat pack as well lol~ thx for ur gummies fr selfridges! spoils my diet but i do need it haha.. :)

surely, loong has v cute analogies man.. the graph. the econs. the finance. n the relationships. my god.. no no no nt call options arh ttz terrible!!! lol but i lik the graph.. damn funny.. really well done.. but im nt gg to post it up here.. so insane.. lol hope u dint take a pic of it? otherwise if u facebk it im gg to faint!!! ehz.. hope u feel alryt abt both the chronicles of ------ n the random mail from the other one.. emotional loong.. i will nvr understd.. wif my ability to slp 12hrs if nth needs me to get up any earlier den tt.. so of coz im a survivor as always!!! anw loong ur hp.. i always forget tt itz nt workin 100% when u will call me sayin "ha-ha" den i will get it.. hope ur blackberry storm reaches manchie soon!!! fr sg to manchie.. long flight man.. anw u caught me lookin at the graph luffin nw! flips up down left right.. the lower bell curve is funny esp wif the Z axis. rarr law student no see graph in ages!!

chen arhz, break or dun break it?? knock some sense in here? lol.. i dunt know babe~ 

ok ok i needa rush seminars.. picz up soon.. in fact all on facebk my darlings!

sg soc n chinese soc CNY dinner!

wheeeeeee juz bac from some fun!!!!! an awesome dinner at pearl city wif the rest.. den a fun tym wif guitar heor at luke's hehe..

im so shagggggg i dunt know if i shld go party tmr.. really.. haha but i know u guys tink i needa loosen up n shld go.. at the same tym kill tym ryt so tt itz beta haha..

missed all these pepz man itz been quite a while since we met each other n all.. glad to see those smiles once agn n esp b4 skool starts.. a sweet welcome to the "freshies" on xchg as well.. hehe where the sky is always grey.. rainy n cold.. lol!!!

itz all done~

wooot dinner for celebration? haha im all cool.. letz do it.. see u guys in abit.. glen u see u see u see this is called retarded haha.. ryt? chennnnnn where r u when i need to see u luff wif me abt it.. duong i know u r dere rollin wif me.. yirong hmm xiaorongnu ahhh i long tym to see u online.. khin too.. yun jiao as well.. the whole worldddddd~ haha i miz sg.. im comin bac soon.. real soon i m..

mich n ss ahhhhhh i wanna b dere wif u all.. i so do.. haha den we can faintz tgt ryt wahahahaha.. will talk to u all soon de!!!

dun wry abt me.. coz im juz a call away if u guys really r :) im in gd hands anw!

brides war!!!!!!

wheeeeeeee wakie to day n met chen for lunch n movie.. supposedly.. congrats on the smell of regained freedom!

we went pacific for lunch.. n ended up chattin n catchin up for superbly long.. n den glen called in to ask if he cld come look for us since he was in the vicinity.. after which we walked ard town aimlessly till dinner wif the rest at taiwu.. n faintz abt those fortune cookies.. haha serious itz makin fun of me man hor chen n glen?? wahahaha chen had the company of 2 FRENZ today hor? interestin ryt? the conversations n all.. ttz when blur + blockhead = hahahahahahahaha..

anw yeaps caught brideswar after dinner.. it was aweeeeesome!!!!! wheeeeeeee wanted to catch in sg but cldnt so here i m after the exams.. :) 

tiring day of 10hrs outside.. but wells had a great tym n great companion.. itz been a long while since so.. but of coz it cld haf been beta if... yea ryt ryt chen n carolyn n glen will knowwww~

- rArrrrrrrr the winter fats r hauntin me agn argh i hate tt..

- but i guess some other stuff can b more botherin.. hor glen n chen? heheheheheeeeeee

E.M.O - emotionally n mentally overloaded

met carolyn today!!!!! had a gd lunch n walked in town.. itz been so long since i stepped into town man.. but of nth has chged hee.. 

anw highlight of the day - chat wif glen.. woooohoooooo glen yes b proud of me haha i did it yes i did.. i cant believe it!!!!! lol my awesome listenin ear no matter wat.. next tym muz stock up more choco ryt? hehe.. i hope it was the right decision.. wif ur assurance, n duong n all haha cmon i muz haf done it right haha~ i feel alot beta toooo.. 

emo - when emotions stir up n get the beta of u.. n u get a mental entanglement.. results in overloaded overwhelmin things runnin threw the brain.. incoherent speech n wat nt lol.. BUT luckily im free of it.. at least for nw! 

alrytz needa catch some gd slp.. im meetin chen for movie n lunch tmr.. yipee i miss chattin wif this gal man!

初二 @ 太湖。。

2nd day of CNY alr.. but doesnt quite feel so.. haha i slpt the day away n watched dramas on tudou until it was tym for dinner!!! a pity maxine n adrian r down wif high fever or it cld b more fun! n erica dint join coz her parents r here but derez always the next tym! :)

juz b4 leavin hm for 太湖..

the super fillin dinner!!!!! yea dere was soup n desert n mandarin oranges as well.. n shang neng n i were gg on abt pineapple tarts n lo hei.. haha.. we realized these 2 items is a very sg misa thing.. nt very intl neither v SEAsian lol.. n we miz it! nvm i can get my pineapple tarts fr my fav plc when im bac in easter.. lo hei - hmm can do wo it for this few CNYs.. cant believe shang is gg to make it! haha hez makin tiramisu today, lo hei n nasi lemak tmr.. eh u chg course fr medicine to law.. nw considerin chef or nt? lol..

the 6 of us present - from left to right, top row den bottom.. shang neng, irene, dixon, jonathan, me n edward! haha we were seated in a cute pattern unconsciously - alternating btwn hats n no hats wahaha.. n irene asked me a very cute qn too.. haha i dunt know how to explain the difference to u gal, but from wat i said mayb u can get a rough idea? n omg irene has been in uk since 10yrs old! well done.. im sure i wldnt survive tt long coz itz way boring! n dark n all.. i lik the sun back home.. n where shops close real late, food is everywhere n of coz the ultra convenience of everythin back home.. hahaha~ irene u ve gt juz 2plus yrs to go b4 u can move home to hk for gd! lol imagine u still feel lik gg home after 9 yrs, no wonder all of us cant wait to get home either haha guess we aint used to the borin life here hur? esp when we haf so many frenz bac home.. but really, back in sg i miz u guys too!!! when we all grad, we aint gg to see each other in a long tym man so we shld treasure the present!

the slips of the fortune cookies hehe.. in the order of the above pic, ttz wat we gt respectively rofl~ funny hur?

alryts seminar selection is at 1pm tmr!!!! hope we get wat we wan yea! gtg slack away after all the facebk n bloggin hehe.. be back sooooooon folks!

shawnie wuuuuuuuuuuuu

my this kor arh enjoyin bac in SG arh.. still go bkk.. haha while we r muggin in manchie.. when r u comin back?! anw thx for ur cny greetin.. sry i wasnt at com when u msned me hehe.. see u soon arh? haha i know u sure haven bk ur return tix ryt!! lol

woot!

yay!!!!!!!! all papers haf been completed!

see u pepz tmr for dinner! i cant wait.. miz the fun n all~ itz been a long tym since we had a gd meal out tgt!!!

nw itz really a AWESOME CNY lol~

"kill urself or get over it"

haha nice one carolyn.. yea knocks some sense hur.. well suited tym to say it.. wahahahahaha! i know u will get over it n nt kill urself rofl u r a psy student eh cant commit suicide ah.. ttz an offense.. lol

well guess u juz reminded the rest of us tt therez so much for in life ttz worth movin on for.. nt worth givin up some stuff for smth? lol CNY reso huh?? keep movin my frens!!! for wateva reason, dun let anythin hold us back! we live our lives nt any1 else!!! haha~ accept wateva situation tt we r facin n deal wif it.. yes confusion so wat.. heck life still goes on.. coz derez so much more for me to do.. frens dere for me.. movies callin out to me.. my family tt i miz bac hm.. n the doggy i wanna cuddle! confusion is juz a part of my life.. dere so much more awesome things in my life for me to anticipate n love my life for! =)

i miss michelle n darren n SS.. michz 1st cny celebration in SG n my 1st nt in SG gosh wat a timin.. for SS, for the 1st tym u will b comin to SG but im nt in town.. for darren, i dunt tink he rmbs me but im gg to miz his 1st bday.. haha yea in the midst of exam preps i was helpin mich wif banner designin rofl.. coz i simply cant bear to miz out all the fun i wld haf if i was in hm swt hm! i miz havin mich so nearby.. can meet her almost anytym.. n if we wanted to chat we cld go for a drink n stuff, even if it was late nyt.. but nw, i haf to do tym match b4 i can call her haha.. n rarely get to see her online.. hurhurhur.. after my paper tmr, wahaha i can call u to chat any tym! haha.. i can wake up at 4am juz to see u guys celebratin for darren haha.. n call to talk to SS!! woot~ 

anw hope i can meet u ppl tmr for ktv n dinner!!! post exam celebration rofl! 就差一点， 我们都快到达MU的第一个“终点”。。 加油!!!!! one more paper.. final paper my frenz! i believe all the studyin is done n we shld b hittin the sacks soon, in prep of the final lap of this race yea? see u soon ppl!

nitey~ my bed is drawin me to it.. wahahaha~ cmon im in smiles coz itz the last bit more to go.. i cant hide my grin.. feel happy for me.. coz im almost dere.. n for my frenz who r in this wif me! those of my other frenz lik chen, im waitin for u to join me in celebration! movie n lunch hor! dun run away n dump me for him lol

happy cny everyone!!

the countless greetings i received today, thx! n the encouragemt on this cny where im havin my exams, thx to all of u as well.. if ur greetings n stuff dun appear here, dun fret itz imprinted in my heart, hee..

smth cute from xiangling my dear sgrean flatmate! glad u rmbed to wish me in the midst of muggin!!! see u soon (yea we stay real near but rarely ever see each other!)

Duong, i hope sweden is treatin u gd! dun b too homesick k gurl! coz 6mths wld go by b4 u know it.. nt lik me gt 3 yrs T.T haha~ thx for ur listenin ear, to b dere always.. n to make me smile when im panicking n such haha! yes juz b a piggy n slp!

roche n jo n ben n grace n joyce n the list goes on.. dearly missed u guys r.. i dint get enuf of u guys in dec! i wanna hit the beach next tym im bac! haha n yes u guys surely wld sugg hittin the club as well hur~ haha see all of u soon! jiayou at skool or in NS yea! hope allz well~

one pretty sweet babe! ur paper ends juz b4 mine hur! congrats for ur survival of 1st sem in uni exams lol n may this CNY b awesome wif tt satisfyin aftermath of exams hur~ hugs! see u soon yea, hang in dere too! haha

reunion dinner wo me.. hur 1st tym nt in SG for cny!! sadly while im muggin the festive mood is thrivin bac home.. but at least im stil in touch wif dem on this day n can see dem soon! hehehe~ my bro is sick but hope his high fever goes down soon!

finally.. the panda tt is ever so awesome to talk to.. when i feel all tied up.. u juz make me smile! i cant believe u r answerin me why i ever chose to take law haha~ ur understdin is felt lol n u r ever so ready to b so sweet n encouragin! sum1 to talk to when i wanna break down or bang the wall lol.. piggy needs to loosen up hur? i till try n i will keep gg! piggy will b hardworkin lik u tink so tt she will make it! haha~ i wun b a typical pig! haha~ im nt smart arhz u n ur sweet talk.. u lik grew up on honey or smth haha! anw yeapz will wall post u when im comin back n we can meet agn! meanwhile survive in OCS hor! 

had a gd CNY eve i haf to say.. with all my frenz who text me or facebked me or msned me n wat nt.. thx for all the wishes! glad to b far away fr u all but remembered in ur hearts! i knw i may nt haf smsed or wished every1 of u lik i wld usualli do back hm, here i will extend my CNY greetings from freezy manchie- happy cny my dears!!!!!!! 

*screams*

wheeeee i miss michelle.. so have been talkin to her lately.. heard abt darren, so cute! can imagine i tink he can walk n talk when i see him agn.. hurhurhurhurhur cant wait!!!!! yea my cousie, u will see me sooooooon u will.. i hope most things r bac to normal by den.. n the air is clear, no longer cloudy n free fr doubts.. haha truth or nt will be out soon lol.. n after some consultation wif shifu, hopefully wun so confused anymore hor.. hmm hmm hmm.. 

cant wait for mon evening.. really.. cant wait for this n for tt n so many things!!!!!!!!!!!! oh man.. haha may everythin b lovely n smooth wheeeeeeeeeee~

sum1 talked to me today.. n i attitude-ed really bad haha coz im quite pissed actually.. so i told him alot of rubbish from truth to not.. n a whole load of logics n wat nt.. serves him ryt.. for messing ard wif me.. hez nvr gg to get a normal treatmt agn man.. seriously.. i dun wish to gif him proper true ans.. i will juz tell him all sorts of rubbish but the truth.. blehz.. some ENTERTAINMENT rofl~

SS wo hao xiang ni!!! xi wang xia ci hui SG hui you ji hui kan dao ni.. hao duo hua xiang shuo.. huai nian wo men shang ci liao tong xiao, hua zen me dou shuo bu wan.. =)

bu xiang fan ye bu hui zai fan.. cong ci rang zi ji xin fu kuai le wu you wu lv!!! 

wif sum1 dere for me, ttz all i need.. i will keep smiling from nw coz nth matters no more! wo shi xin fu de =) xx somethings in life needs us to b serious but some juz needs no attn at all! haha~

2 down 1 more to go!

im glad tt u nvr turn down my calls for help.. when im confused when im down or when im stressed or when i needed a breather.. 

haha im glad i dint come out of the hall to text u "omg derez a super cute guy!" - if i did tt i tink u wld really kick me to IMH lol coz obviously smth muz b wrong wif me!!

gd to know tt my txt was an encouragemt to u n it was appreciated hee.. at least gt some effect ah? lik i wld always buzz u when i need to, feel free to buzz me im at ur service my fren haha~ ur 1st paper of yr2!! 

mornin call tmr? sure will "get to the door n put tt phone on it!" haha tym for deone to scream at u for a gd reason :X

alryts jia you jia you ttz wat frenz r for! n i will get next sems bks n stuff fr u soon too.. n we can meet up wif the rest for CNY celebration soon.. woohoo! cmon our 1st day of CNY in manc will rawk!

my awesome fren glen i juz made this post sound ambiguous and open for interpretation.. it sounds so mysterious haha.. ok my readers glen is my dear senior, an awesome one to talk to, the one tt "runs" tt coolest vic bar, is my hotline in any emergency n is my shrink lol.. *cant wait for vic bar to reopen!* - i havent been to vic hall in ages n i guess it shld b all the same? be dere soon i guess, next wk or smth!

加油！！！！！

to all those of u who r juz like me.. muggin for the exams which we tink is an absolute waste of paper.. hopin it nvr existed.. jia you tgt!!!!!!! everythin is gg to b over soon..

slp well my frenz! ironic as it may sound, i mean it.. coz or nt we r nt gg to wakie for our papers in tym.. or simply end up drowsy in the midst of the paper n wat nt.. 

any1 tt might b stayin up crazily to finish the books that seem neverending, but really, u aint alone coz most of us r! haha~ 

glen thx for being my hotline.. haha n i so so will scream at u at 11am tmr! dun wry!~ sicne we end papers on the same day, lik most law students? letz call for a celebration man haha itz the 1st day of CNY.. open vic bar!! haha n something tt confuses me is on my mind, swept aside for this period n i will b buggin u after exams! i lik the way u described the state u r in nw n i told u we all r lik tt.. haha seriously omg~ if itz true itz so dreadful.. u juz made me luff.. fr the super serious mode i was in all day.. glad to haf u my fren, the "adult" amongst us haha yea i juz made u sound way older.. but ok yea itz a fact.. can b our guardian lol

okok hittin the books agn.. letz all find some form of motivation to us n keep gg dun gif up dun look bac! if u enjoyed the hols u did, if u played too much den well u did.. watevas done we had our break alr so nw itz the tym to move it.. nvr too late my peers!!!!!

-juz keep our brains gg.. brains work cmon~

CRAZY

SS n mich.. wat did we say back in 2008? - oh yes weird guys were the inn thing..

n so wat did we say abt 2009? - yes yes tt it will b beta..

BUT WE R SO SO WRONG!

haha.. the start of the yr wat did i haf to do alr? ok nvm mich know n SS knows yea.. juz updated SS online ytd.. will call u gals to chat soon..

anw yes itz insane la when **** is jealous tt i miss ***.**** more den him so he keeps pushin me to ***.**** eh pls la.. seriously get a life! y shld i gif an ans tt says otherwise? esp when **** is alrd attached.. he shldnt even b askin me this kind of qn can! n the ans is so duh yet u wanna ask n wanna get jealous abt it.. how old alr MISTER -_-"..

who always asks to talk to me or webcam? who asked me to buy the i trefoil manchie tee? who izzit tt asks me howz life here n crap n joke abt the nvr ending bowl of grapes i had? since whenever did drift? itz u pls.. i alr stated i dunt wan the mention of the other person unless necessary coz u keep mentioning from the start n it irritates me so we set this agreement n u keep breakin it esp when i was bac in sg this hols.. n if itz coz of him den y talk to me from the start? u r juz findin excuses n ttz y u finally said u were jealous ttz all.. n lik to hell wif it u haf no right to b at all..

if u tink it hurts u so much or bothers u so much den be it! nt lik u r some bloody impt person.. itz freakin childish.. so wat if u happen to say u miz sum1 else over me, m i supposed to kick u aside n nvr talk to u n push everythin off to the other person lik "go tell ___ la" or "juz go talk to him la" tt kinda thing.. retarded seriously..

u r juz a fren n nth more who r u to b jealous over this? get it right. dere will always b sum1 tt i miz over every single fren i haf - duh i haf my parents n bro n other family members! i dun see any of my other frenz findin it a prob? to start wif none will ask (including meself) who sum1 misses more.. esp when we r attached or bloody know the person has alrd gt someone else in mind..

my frenz arent i right? lik renzi wldnt ask me do i miz him or sum1 more or lik shawn panda wun ask me if i miss him more den sum1 else as well.. COZ IT SIMPLY DOESNT MATTER.. i haf my frenz in my mind.. no matter who i miz more or most, frenz will always b my frenz.. i will talk to u, hang out wif u, n wat nt.. frenz r nt put on a scale weighin indivudually according to level i miss dem ryt? my god.. 

if u tink this is a prob to u. sry u aint my fren no more. i dun need someone so retarded n petty as a fren. really. comparing urself to another fren of mine is alr redundant let along to this particular person.. *kicks u away* off u go n ttz all i needa say.

im glad the rest of my frenz r nt like tt.. im glad u guys understd me well enuf nt to do smth lik this.. n im glad all of u know beta den to compare urselves wif this person yea? haha HUGZ TO ALL MY SANE LOVELY FRENZ OUT DERE!!!!! 

- cheers to our frenships!

b4 i hop into the world of books for today..

lik u said if i feel lonely or smth i cld msn or email u.. n so i did.. nt coz im lonely but i juz felt like talkin to u.. somehow.. 

*knocks myself* ok ok wakie wakie nw after breakie itz tym to study! no more nonsense n no more procastinating.. my books r waitin for me n i haf to attend to dem.. my most impt "other" for nw lol.. 

STUDY HARD im so tryin to register tt well.. im tryin hard to do so.. but but but but but but but but but but but i juz cant wait for the 26jan! if u guys r tinkin CNY no no no itz the last day of exams for me! 

martin thx for the "jia you".. i will.. sry i dint reply coz i was aslp! haha im in an early to bed n early wakie cycle coz my 1st paper is early mornin.. 

alryts no tym to really update in full here so juz a few lines of ranting~ n off i go..

random~

haha frenz n i were juz teasing tt we study till gg to 走火入魔 coz all we will b able to tink n see is the hundreds of pgs in the law books tt lie on our desk.. n on my itunes list it happened to b this song.. lol so yeaps.. nw itz stuck in my head.. n i kinda lik the lyrics hehe coz coz coz hmmmm.. ok nvm itz either u know it or u dun n i believe those tt shld know wld haf caught it alr haha! here goes :

走火入魔
詞／曲：阿信　演唱：阿信＆丁噹

（信）對不起　剛才我　是不是聽錯
　　　還是我　想太多　想到了昏頭
（丁）天氣不錯　開了窗吹走臉紅
（信）進一步　退一步　都害怕打破
　　　更不想　在原地　永遠作朋友
（丁）給你線索　也給我勇敢藉口

（丁）下定決心　沉默
（信）想讓沉默為我們追究
（丁）你和我　（信）這一刻
（丁）互相的　（信）耳語交流
（合）卻突然震耳欲聾

（信）一字一句一瞬間　走了火
（丁）一天一點一轉眼　入了魔
（信）忘了我從什麼時候
（丁）忘了你為什麼能夠讓我
（合）一步一步走火入魔（和我）

（信）一直猜　一直想　一直在揣摩
　　　一直到　你變成　甜蜜的心痛
（丁）如果可以　把如果變成結果

（丁）下定決心　執著
（信）就讓執著為我們突破
（丁）我和你　（信）很想說
（丁）這時候　（信）出現煙火
（合）讓情節充滿感動

（信）一字一句一瞬間　走了火
（丁）一天一點一轉眼　入了魔
（信）忘了我從什麼時候
（丁）忘了你為什麼能夠讓我
（合）一步一步走火入魔

（信）一字一句一瞬間　走了火
（丁）一天一點一轉眼　入了魔
（信）如果你有相同感受
（丁）感受到有種突然的衝動
（合）放肆一次走火入魔（和我）

*alryt runs back to books......

I'm Here For You..

If life's a little tough sometimes

and things are looking blue

remember troubles that are shared

are always halved in two.

So anytime you need me do please get in touch,

for I think about you often and I care so very much.

My dear frenz back in sg, u'll always b in my life unforgotten and not taken for granted.. i cant be dere for u like in sg where u guys can call me anytym n i cld drop by to u in the shortest tym i can, so juz to b dere for u.. but i still welcome ur calls n texts n emails n facebk msgs or tags on my blog or wateva means u can tink of =) my msn is almost perpetually signed in so u guys can drop me msgs dere tooooo!!!! as most of u start a new sem, pls wish me luck for my 1st sem of exams here in MU.. 

*hugs*

- if you know u're a bit more special den others, haha all the more ur presence is appreciated!

a little something i read online n thought itz pretty much true in some ways haha.. for guys to know n gals to luff over my frens!

When she walks away from you mad
[ Follow her ]

When she stare's at your mouth
[ Kiss her ]

When she pushes you or hit's you
[ Grab her and dont let go ]

When she start's cussing at you
[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]

When she's quiet
[ Ask her whats wrong ]

When she ignore's you
[ Give her your attention ]

When she pull's away
[ Pull her back ]

When you see her at her worst
[ Tell her she's beautiful ]

When you see her start crying
[Just hold her and dont say a word ]

When you see her walking
[ Sneak up and hug her waist from
behind ]

When she's scared
[ Protect her ]

When she lay's her head on your
shoulder
[ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]

When she steal's your favorite hat
[ Let her keep it and sleep with it
for a night]

When she tease's you
[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]

When she doesnt answer for a long time
[ reassure her that everything is
okay ]

When she look's at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]

When she say's that she like's you
[ she really does more than you could
understand ]

When she grab's at your hands
[ Hold her's and play with her
fingers ]

When she bump's into you
[ bump into her back and make her
laugh ]

When she tell's you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]

When she looks at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until she does ]

When she misses you
[ she's hurting inside ]

When you break her heart
[ the pain never really goes away ]

When she says its over
[ she still wants you to be hers ]

When she repost this bulletin
[ she wants you to read it ]



- Stay on the phone with her even if
shes not saying anything.

- When she's mad hug her tight and
don't let go

- When she says she's ok dont believe
it, talk with her

- because 10 yrs later she'll remember
you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday
to tell her you love her

- Call her before you sleep and after
you wake up

- Treat her like she's all that
matters to you.

- Tease her and let her tease you back.

- Stay up all night with her when
she's sick.

- Watch her favorite movie with her or
her favorite show even if you think
its stupid.

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes.

- When she's bored and sad, hang out
with her.

- Let her know she's important.

- Kiss her in the pouring rain.

- When she runs up at you crying, the
first thing you say is;
'Who's ass am I kicking babe?'